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Split Second.

2005-06-25T12:39:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I feel like blogging over here again. Maybe coz Im feeling low and down.

Lately, life sucks. All I feel was juz a split second btw heaven or hell. Juz a split secod btw smiling and crying. I dunno wad I wan, wad I dunwan. It's juz not so me.

I will be turning 21 in less than 12hrs. But is that important.? I hate this part of life Im having now. I hate this side of me Im facing now.

It's Been A Long Time..

2005-05-13T12:55:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart :

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Most Probably...

2005-04-25T08:57:00.000+08:00

Yup.. Most probably, this will be the last entry which all of you can see.. This simply means that Im going to change my blog address, and haf no further intentions to share it with everyone else except you-know-who..

A change. For the better. Too often, people tends to abuse the rights given to them. And therefore, they shall not haf any from now onwards.. Anyway. no offences everyone! :)

Let me live my life the way I want to. Let us live our life we want to. Freedom. Space. And break-free.

Quote of the Day - In the truest sense, freedom cannot be bestowed; it must be achieved.

Hor Hor.. :X

2005-04-21T13:05:00.000+08:00

Oops. I forgot to give morning call to my maid this morning.. :x I'm soooooo sorry.. :x

830am :

-hp vibrates-
me : hello?
she : where are you?
me : Tanah Merah MRT station. why?
she : wat happened?
me (worried) : wat wat happen?
she : Im waiting for ur morning call..??
me (eyes opened wide) : Oh.. shit.! Sorry.. I forgotten..
-Followed by repeated "sorry"-
she :It's okie.. Dun worry..
me : I am still tinking of you during the whole journey..
she : oh yah... - sounds unbeliveable-
me : really la..
she : okie. I gotta go pack my bag..
-phone hang up after our "bye"-

Dear ah.. Really la.. Im thinking of you during the whole journey from home to office.. I had been repeating listening to the song "Best In Me" by Blue..

"From the moment I met you
I just knew you’d be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don’t ever wanna lose this feeling
I don’t wanna spend a moment apart

Chorus:
’cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That’s why I’m by your side, and that’s why I love you

Every day that I’m here with you
I know that it feels right
And I’ve just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

Chorus...
And you know that we belong together, it just had to be you and me
’cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That’s why I’m by your side’cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That’s why I’m by your side, and that’s why I love you
’cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That’s why I’m by your side, and that’s why I love you"

Juz to tell you that all these days, you really bring out the best in me.. Im really so happy spending each and every day with you.. You make my day, even though how shitty it might be.. :) I really hope we can go through all those restrictions and self-barriers. I know we can make it if only you believe... :)

Quote of the Day - Coz you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do. That’s why I’m by your side, and that’s why I love you.

Unforgettable...

2005-04-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging.. Did I???

Anyway, yesterday at IBM.. Both AR team and Billing team and manager took time off (everyone left office ard 2pm) to haf a hi-tea buffet at Royal Singapore Hotel.. No special occasion. It's juz a gathering of both teams, using up the fund set for employees I guess.. But we need to top up the extra $$$.. Photos was taken and added to the link in the photos section.. Haf fun seeing them..! :)

Today. Arranged a trip to BUKIT TIMAH HILL (blink to kamkam) with my maid, york..!!! Intend to meet up at 830am at yishun to haf breakfast together before setting off.. But due to unforseen circumstances, we meet up only at 930am. Had BK breakfast. Been a long time since I had breakfast PROPERLY..!! :)

Boarded the bus 852.. Okie. The journey is pretty long, and we bypassed a lousy polytechnic.. -bleah- Hmms. Here'comes 1st tradegy of the day. Hahas. We missed our bus-stop, and nearly get to Bukit Batok Interchange. Without much choices, we got down at some wulu wulu place.. Took 15mins to cross the road, coz there's too much cars..?? -.-

CABBED down to BUKIT TIMAH HILL carpark.. End of 1st tradegy.

Btw. There's no time check all this while.. Dunno why too.. We started our journey in the park.. Okie.. At the starting, when we come to road path options, I will take the choice.. Throughout the whole journey, I juz walk behind york, coz I was panting away?? No laa.. Juz tat I wan her within my sight.. In case she fall, I can TRY to support (only if not crushed to death too) Hahas.

We walked, n walked n walked.. Countless flight of stairs, countless of perspire droplets. Wanted to bring her to the "rock path" but realised I forgot the route to it too.. Whenever we came to a junction, we will juz make a choice through gut feeling, taking for granted tat we will get to the summit by any path.. :X

Things are amiss. But we continued walking.. Then without realising it, we came to 2nd tragedy of the day. WE LOST OUR WAY!! Damn! And it started to haf drizzling.. Okie. Everything was soOooo "perfect". The lost of way and the rain. -.-

Then we came to this path.. It's super wet and muddy.. And we started to worry when we saw tat's infront. A real high slope up, without any proper stairs. Juz tree branches and tree trucks to move our way up. We started climbing.. Halfway the journey up, york suggested U-turning.

Okie. So we started U-turning. -Faint- The super wet and muddy path again. With rain drops falling on our head... How we feel? Pathetic I guess.. Only then I realised, on bukit timah hill, yes you might not get lost AFTERALL, but you muz really haf the energy to go on walking and walking.. :( Coz except from walking, there's nth else much you can do.. -.-

to york - I still tink there's a path all the way up to the steep slope.. But somehow we U-turn at that pt of time. Think abt it.. There's a wooden planks there, which mean there's should lead to somewhere. And from the wooden planks, there's no more junction but a single file route.

Anyway, I continued my story of 2nd tradegy..

We came back to the same junction and took a different path.. We saw 2 man walking out of the path.. So we followed. Coz anyway, we already lost our way, no pt going in circles in the forest.. Okie. we think it's really funny when we got out of the forest. It's a more wulu place. Somehow a hole out of the forest, yet another unfamiliar place..

We took a short rest. And continued to walk in the direction of the 2 man had took.. But we already lost sight of them, so we're on our own again.. We walked and walked. Saw this 2 man eventually. They rested at some back of the cliff, according to me..

So we continued walking. Pls bear in mind, we are still at tradegy no.2 coz we are still losing our way.. :x

As we walked, we realised we came this big patch of grassland and this bicycle trail in bukit timah hill.. On our way, we approached some cyclists.. And they told us the road ahead is quite far.. But both of us came to a conculsion tat U-turning is equally far too, and we will juz lost our way again in the forest.. So might as well took a way tat will at least lead us to "somewhere", despite it might be far....

So we juz continued walking w/o knowing leading to where... We saw 2 ah-mohs and a local gal on the way.. They asked us for directions.. Hahas.. We told them we lost our way too, so we're unable to give any advices.. They tried to crack some jokes, which I really dun feel like laughing.. Anyway we moved on again..

Saw this Dairy Farm Adventure Building.. There's human beings inside, but it's all fenced up.. So we juz continued our journey. Walked and walked, we finally saw a concrete normal street road... Wow..!! Finally.!! We saw a car.. We knew we are at least saved. Lols. :)

This time round, we made the right choice, and continued walking which lead us to the Expressway..!! Hahas.. Cool rite? From Bukit Timah Vistor Centre to some Expressway.!! Hahas. From here, we marked our 2nd tradegy.. Phew..~~

Then I wanna cab back to Bukit Timah Hill.. But york said we might be able to walk back.. So we continued to walk ard the roadside.. After like 15mins walk, we knew something was not so right again. But we had reached a place where's there's a 7-11, cold storage, and some shops.. So we went in cold storage to get a cold drink..!!

After tat, we decided to take a cab again.. For the 2nd time, we CABBED to Bukit Timah Hill again.. Okie. Stop laughing at us!! -.-

You might be wondering how come we wanna cab there again.. Coz our main purpose of going there is that I wanna bring her to see the Quarry at Bukit Timah Hill (the revamp part). We tot we could make our way to the summit first, come down and then, I will bring her to the Quarry which is on the other side of Bukit Timah Hill.. But yah, unfortunately, blar blar blar... -.-

Brought her to the Quarry. After that, we went to haf a short washing up session.. And then we walked out to take the bus again.. Okie. Bus-stop. We haf to decide which bus-stop, the right or left one, haf our bus back.. -slap forehead-

Boarded the bus like 3pm..?? Then we had lunch at yishun ljs.. Rushed back to our individual homes.. Bathed and changed. Had arranged to meet up with tee at 5pm at Queensway shopping centre.. Only managed to meet up with york at yishun mrt station at 430pm? From there, we took bus 855 to queenway. Reached ard 525pm? -sorry tee!!-

Tee brought the bag she wants.. Heng.. At least all of us din make a wasted trip down.. :)

From there, we took another bus to Jurong Pt Interchange. Both of them had this poly fren's bday gathering over there. So after I send them to the mrt station, and they meet up with their fren, I make my way home too.. :)

Been a tiring day.. Can feel some aching on my right knee already.. :( But still, it's my first time goin to bukit timah hill for so many times, and lost my way inside.. It's a memorable one.! Sorry york, made u walked so long with me.. Hope u haf some fun anyway.! :)

-pics will be posted some other time-

Quote of the Day - Every step you take will definitely lead you to somewhere. It's only if you're courageous enough to take that step.

Life....

2005-04-14T08:45:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to say at this moment of time.. Juz would like to express many thanks to many all for showing concern to me regarding some particular issue these days..

Sometimes I really wish to remove this blog.. Or rather move it to some other url.. Words are kinda hard to be blog down, when everyone's looking at it..

Everyone, LIFE GOES ON... :)

Quote of the Day - Some words are better left unsaid. Especially when all things doesn't really matters anymore.

Day 1 Of Losing You...

2005-04-11T08:48:00.000+08:00

How am I feeling? POS (Piece of shit).

You're the last thing on my mind before I fall asleep, and you're first thing on my mind when I opened my eyes.. I shouted a loud "Wo de tian ah" while lying on my bed.. Tears began to fall.

Went for my shower. I juz stood there like a zombie, not knowing wad to do.. Back to my own room.. I stared into the mirror, and look at my own reflection. Those pair of eyes turned watery once again..

Time to gel my hair. I looked at the basin mirror, totally blank. I used my towel to cover my face, and lean against the mirror and cried.

Got out of house. Every step I took, all memories of us gushed into my tiny brain.. I asked myself will you rem to buy smthing to eat on ur school days...?? Suddenly, I recalled the marks and spencer biscuits you gave it to me.. It's in my office desk..

In the train. I recalled that I wanted to borrow ur digital camera for this week friday office gathering lunch.. You told me tat you'll charge the battery for me..

Then I saw this guy. Wearing the pair of shoe that you said it's ugly.. The exactly same pair of shoe ur bro haf..

Sitting in the train, tears started flowing again. It was embarrassing. But I had lost control of it. Emotion had taken all over me. I opened up my right palm, hoping to caresse your hair, your face once again, but I knew you're not with me anymore..

The walking journey to IBM was almost unbearable. The wind was blowing on my face, reminding me of the kite session we planned to haf..

Why? Can someone tell me why? Im in pain, in agony. I know you feel the same way too.. I really feel like msging you, asking you how are you feeling right now.. But I lack the guts, the courage, everything. Most importantly, I'm lacking of you.

I suddenly feel like life is so meaningless.. There's no one good reason to live on. I am trying to be strong, but I feel like collapsing any moment.

Life is painful to the both of us right now.

Quote of the Day - In shakespeare time, there's Romeo and Juliet. In ancient chinese, there's liang shan bo and zhu ying tai. Today, there's us.

Sunday Morning..

2005-04-10T10:37:00.000+08:00

If I am not feeling sad now, I guess I am not tat human-being after all... So I reckon this's a normal reaction..

Seriously, ur sms is too contradicting. Okie, maybe all these days, Im too naive, too simple-minded, or perhaps I am juz dumb. By saying that you do not want to jepoardise our r/s, you had already put our r/s into jepoardise.

Spare a tot of the happy days we had..
Spare a tot for urself.
Spare a tot for me.

By telling you tat they might pose a obstacle is to let you having a idea on wat the future might hold for us.. I hope you dun see it as a "too early issue" or adding unneccessary pressure to you..

Okie. I reckon at this pt of time, I am still dumb. But I tot "love conquers all"?

I am juz dumb.

To all. This is a "live" entry. An entry tat I typed right from my bed, even w/o brushing my teething. Maybe this is wad we called "true feelings"..

Thanks for letting me know.

Quote of the Day - Getting together is almost impossible.

Wonderful Wonderful Day...!!! :)

2005-04-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

Woke up by york this morning again.. :x Throwed dirty clothes into washing machine. :) Called and booked tix for "House of Fury" for the evening show at bishan GV...

Meet up with york at yishun mrt station at 1230pm.. She wanted to eat "you ji" duck rice, so she wanna come yishun for lunch.. Hahas.. After lunch, we took a bus 855 to Queenstown shopping centre...

She need to buy bday gift for her fren.. Anyway, we cant see anything much, but came to this shop called "wet oven" and I brought a polo tee from there.. "Mao zhu xi wan shui"!! kekekeee...

Then we had drinks at mac and walked over to the other side of the shophouses while waiting for ai tee's arrival to join us.. Thanks for dumping 2 bucks into the drain with me for the 4d.. Hahas.. Btw, we saw this cute packinging of tissues papers packet.. Stood there for quite a while looking at it... Hahas...

Ai tee arrived soon after.. Then we went back to the shopping centre again.. This time round, york finally decided to purchase smthing for her bday fren.. Realised tat 2 gal shopping together is still better.. Or else u will ended up buying nth... :x Hahas..

Took bus ___ to toa payoh.. Then from there, we took train to bishan.. Wanna collect the tixs tat i booked, but he said we are late, coz need to collect b4 half an hour.. Anyway, luckily there's still seats available.. Brought tixs and wanna went in the washroom.. But the gv guy.. kinda of dumbu.. Nvm. :x

The show. House of Fury. Quite nice.. I love all the fighting action portions.. Okie. guy's genes. Suddenly feel like playing arcade when I saw them fighting.. Hahas.. Oh yah.. the gal behind york was kinda of "deaf".. Made me said "execuse me" louder then can hear.. :x

After the show. Went popular bookstore. Went to the bishan open space.. Heard the "li sheng jie" live singing.. Not bad wor.. Am impressed.. :)

Went for dinner at Pastamania.. How can a dinner not be nice having 2 pretty gal beside me?? Hahas.

Heading home. Heard mayday singing while waiting for the train at the station.. Okie. I love the song "la ji che" Or perhaps I love the meaning of the song more.. :)

In short, it's a very simple simple day yet wonderful wonderful day.. :)

A Whole New World - Salonga Lea & Brad Kane

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me princess, now when did you last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But, now, from way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world(Don't you dare close your eyes)
A hundred thousand things to see(Hold your breath it gets better)
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
With new horizons to pursue
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world(Every turn a surprise)
With new horizons to pursue(Every moment red-letter)
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Anywhere, there's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

Quote of the Day - Let me share this whole new world with you.

Is This For Real??

2005-04-08T11:20:00.000+08:00

Had a phone conversation yesterday. :)

Was talking abt what were we doing and where were we during ur bday, and my bday one year ago.. Realised I really haf poor memory regarding some stuffs.. :X Oso realised tat it wasnt a very fantastic bday last yr, I promised to make it a better one this year round..!! :)

Then wat abt next year, and the following years to come? It shall be a special day every year. :)

Only if u allowed.. :)

I am juz glad tat u're ard these days.. Glad yet unsure. Unsure of how u feel. Unsure of how u might feel towards certain actions. I began to worry. Worry of all uncertain thoughts.

Maybe all I need was some assurance. :)

Quote of the Day - I can't smile without you.

Wonderful Dinner...

2005-04-06T09:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday :

Meet york for dinner after work.. We meet up at PS first, coz she had been studying there after her lesson.. Thanks for waiting... :) From there, we proceed to walk to paradiz centre.. Oh yah.. We met up with bad weather, kinda of drizzling but luckily she got a umbrella with her wor.. But unfortunately her jeans was too long, so they're able to drink some rain water.. Hmms. -.-

Then, we came to this Tao's restuarant which is at the basement.. "It served east-west fusion cuisine which has items on the menu which caters to the diner" - extracted from the homepage of the restuarant-

Although it's not my first time there, but I still find the staffs very courtesy and polite.. york was holding a wet umbrella, so one of the gal came over and offer to help her with it, and i tink she took it to the umbrella stand.. And they offered serviettes to us almost immediately coz we are abit wet.. :) Hmms. Overall, I am pleased with their service.. :)

Okie.. Let's proceed to the food section..

It's starter, salad, mushroom dish (only for dinner), soup, main dish, dessert and drink.

Starter is the same for all. We had "bacon and mushroom gratin with toast".

We had the same salad too.. "ham and spud". Then mushroom dish is the same for all too..

york's choice - cream of mushroom soup -> spicy ocean stingray -> creme brulee (a french dessert) -> orange juice

my choice - fish soup -> tao's pork back ribs -> yam ice cream -> ice summer peach tea

During the meal, york took a few pics on the food and the interesting items tat hold our food or drink.. :) Another interesting thing was that when you paid up, they gave you back ur change in an Tao's envelope.. Hahas.

I hope york enjoyed the food as much as I do.. Though I was kinda of bloated.. Finally brought her to this restaurant anyway.. Had been discussing abt it for quite some time ago.. -silly grinz-

From there, I taught her how to walk to bugis too.. Took train. Home sweet home.

Quote of the Day - 残破的光影黑暗中深深吸引绝对地就算生命所剩无几只要拥抱瞬间的默契

My Parents Pissed Me Off...

2005-04-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

Yup.. Was really pissed off by my parents today.. Content shall be censored and I surely dunwan to repeat it here in my blog anyway..

Thanks to you anyway.. Trying to cheer up me though u're not ard with me.. :)

And yah, sis Jo and bro-in law, michael was trying to please me the whole day.. They bring me to this really nice steamboat restuarant at Thomson and then bring me to Orchid Country Club for some pool game.. It's my 2nd time playing pool with them..

Though it's been a long long time since I lasted played, but they're really amazed by my skills.. Hahas.. My sis was like "mei, you're so cool leh.." -shy-

And though they're not reading this, but really thanks them soooooo much for trying to please me today.. :)

ps : Advanced Happy 17th Birthday to Kimberly..!! All the best..!!

ps : To ah pat. Happy talking to ya online.. Though I gotta admit tat it's still rather painful..

Quote of the Day - When the amount of liquid flowed is more than a funeral

Beyond Words...

2005-04-02T23:37:00.000+08:00

Went york's place in the early afternoon.. With the bag of "p" vcds.. Lols.

Human being ru came along shortly.. Anyway, I realised I will turn into a big fat piggie if I go to york's place too often.. There's juz tons and tons of food to be finish off.. -faint-

Then ru left like 3hrs later.. And then me york and her mum showed me alot of old photos wor.. There's wedding photos of her parents, her relatives.. And not forgetting the photos of young york and her brother too.. Lols. Adorable wor.. And smart me, managed to guess most of the ppl in her pri sch class.. -clap-

After photo session, all of us (york, me, her mum, her bro and gf) went downstairs to wait for her daddy's trailer to come and fetch us to dinner.. Cool wor.. My first time in trailer.. It's fun climbing so high, and yah, I leaped off when coming down.. Dunno the proper way to come down mah.. -.- Anyway, I still tink it's so so cool to be in the trailer... Another diff type of transport I took.. Hahas.. -grinz-

Then we went to haf dinner at the coffeeshop opps ah pat's flat.. Hmms. We had chicken, yam, veg, crabs.. Okie.. My maid love crabs alot alot wor.. She ate half the whole plate..?? :X Fat already la.. Lols. Anyway, during dinner, york's bro was talking abt york when she's young.. Hmms.. Both of them was blickering abt how sickly each other was when they were young.. Hahas... I know alot of mi mi liao... shhhh....

After dinner, we took bus back to yishun interchange.. Actually from there, I can go home, but I went back to york's place for mahjong session wor... In the bus, I realised her parents beri loving wor.. -envy look- Hahas. So funny. Her daddy like gently hit her mummy's head.. Lols. Nvm. I tink york know wad I talking abt only.. :) Her bro today oso very cranky, cracked cold jokes. :)

During mahjong, I big winner wor.. But I only took 6 bucks.. Lols. Happy jiu hao.. :)

Back home. Gotta the news that sis Jo striked lottery wor.. Though 3 time of consolation prize. Wow. Her third time of striking after buying the new car.. But muz shhh.. Mummy dunno she striked 3 times liao.. If not she will complain wor.. Hahas.. :)

Quote of the Day - Happiness is just beyond words.

It's April...

2005-04-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

Wow.

In juz a blink of the eyelid, we had come to April.. Boy it was fast.. :)

I enjoyed every moment of my life right now.. It's juz one of the best time in my life, where I dun really put focus on anything much. I am juz happy leading my life. the way it is nw, go to work in the morning, meeting up with frds after tat, home then slp.

Enjoyed the movies. dinner(s). sms. mms. phone conversations. trip to supermarket. walking aimlessly. loading mp3. reminded to drink water or eat. refused to let me sleep. being alarm clock. every day and night. :)

Im happy. overjoyed. looking forward to each and every single day. "what abt you.?"

不换 - 万芳

不知道该是直走或左转没有人催我为他做晚饭没有你
不习惯没有你言轻语暖没人心疼我这么晚还加班
想念你钻进被窝说晚安告诉我什么事情让你心烦说台北
太乱说日剧结局太惨说着说着就只听见你打鼾
Ahh.... 拥有你多浪漫有你多心安再辛苦也变得坦然
过去的挫折都不算你是我的期盼有你多浪漫多心安
这一切多不平凡世界都给我也不换一生有你
丰富圆满 Da........丰富圆满 Da........

ps. Happy April Fool's Day to all..

Quote of the Day - Happiness is a by-product of an effort to make someone else happy

Mid Of The Week...

2005-03-30T12:55:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging, coz I dun really haf the strength to blog, was sick and rather tired...

Anyway, had posted the pics we took at kukup.. -Please refer to the link at the photo gallery-

Will blog some other time again.. :) Byebye :)

Quote of the Day - Fear less, hope more, eat less, chew more, whine less, breathe more, talk less, say more, love more, and all good things will be yours.

A Whole Day Out..!!

2005-03-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

Woke up like 10am++.. Meet up with sis Jo at yishun at 11+, but ended up at 12+..

Had lunch, and she brought me to get new phone.. Got this new phone (I dunno the model no. Anyway, it's the "S" phone.. keypad like snake wan) Im nt really happy anyway. :X

Then went suntec to meet up with york, rong, ru & jun.. At kbox.. Stayed there till 7pm..

Went kenny roger's to meet ting.. Coz she got this belated bday celebration.. But ended up at Marche.. Then ping arrived. Then sze arrived.. I tink everyone was really full.. :)

-tired + lacking of sleep + retarded-

Quote of the Day - Love puts the fun in together, the sad in apart, and the joy in a heart.

There's No "Happily Ever After"

2005-03-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

This entry is written especially for you..

I haf no idea how you're feeling right now.. I guess u are still okie.. A pity to say, even w/o me.. Our story is like any fairy story.. I guess there's bound to haf an ending too. I am pretty speechless, i bet you can see from my words.. At least, I know you did bring joy to me in this life of mine.. Thanks.

All the best n tc.!

Quote of the Day - To let go might be the best present I ever give to you.

When Life Is Great...

2005-03-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Oh.. too lazy to blog recently.. :X

Been sick for the past few days.. But being such a good worker, I only took mc yesterday.. Hahas. Causing my manager to postpone one of the presentation.. Why she dun might as well cancel it?? -.- Anyway. so hard to get mc nowadays... hahas. :X

Went movie marathon with york yesterday.. Miss Congenality 2 and the Eye 10.. Realised both movie got no. inside... Both show was quoite all rite for me.. Lols. Sakae Sushi for lunch, subway for dinner.. Dumb as it might seen, but it's my first time having subway.. At least, someone had their first hmms. virgin meal at subway too... Lols. :)

Okie. Taking bus home was pretty scary esp after the show.. I ran home like nobody business.. Today heng thighs no pain leh.. Still fit okie..?? -proud face-

Today was a family event day.. Early celebration of nephew Jerome, and niece Rachel's bdays.. Venue was at the hse of my bro's at sembawang.. Though I was quite bored, but frankly speaking, we seldom had such gatherings (as a whole) in the past years... This year was a great year.. At least, for my family.. :)

Oh yah. Thanks york for accompanying me during those "sick days". Welcome for the eggs too.. Make sure they are in good hands kaes? And yah.. ah ru, I still wanna tell you ur line is gonna terminate soon coz u're not paying ur bills.. :p ai tee. Juz rem no 3rd time. Lols. :)

Okie.. toking to them on msn now.. :)

Quote of the Day - Life is GREAT even without you...

Recalling.. Plus Horrible Monday..

2005-03-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hmms. havent been blogging recently. Laptop's nt wif me during the wkend. :(

Sat - Went to yuling & kangwei's ROM at sembawang park.. Simple yet nice & sweet.! ling, muz send me the photos kaes? Headed to york's place, from there, we went to lavendar (run some errand for her parents), then expo (meet ru & jun). Then went adidas sale, nothing much by the way. City hall for dinner. It was great.! Then movie at yishun with sze too. Watched the "Unfortunate events.." Then, Macs. Then home.

Sun - Went over to sis Jo's place coz I pestered them to bring me to eat porridge.. Okie. Me & my salted egg.. Stop laughing, ben pi dan! Lols. Went puggol temple. Then went Suntec the travel fair. Sis booked and paid for tix to Bangkok during the stretch at Labour day hols... Dinner & home.

Today - Horrible. Everything was wrong today, and I dunno why. It's juz another lousy day.. Dun wish to tok abt it one by one.. Anyway, saw patsy online on msn.. It's like after so damn long.. In a nutshell, it's juz weird. Dun wish to elaborate too.

Meet you for dinner... Hmms. So paisay, made you waited like 1h plus plus. I hate making gals wait. At least, you WILLINGLY let me pay for dinner this time round. Thanks for ur waiting and understanding...

Actually, I really hope the bus trip never ends.. Feel like telling you that should we ride the bus all the way back to the place we boarded the bus, and go 1 round again.. But before I could do that, you already scold me "siao".. -.- Hahas.

Quote of the Day - If I will never see the sunshine again like yesterday.. Please let me at least enjoy my last moonlight night..

Rare... So Rare..

2005-03-17T21:14:00.000+08:00

*Had wrote an entry juz nw, but dunno wad I do to it. Everything was gone. Gotta re-write now. Sianz.*

Today is one of the rare-est day coz Im home so early as 8pm.. Recently, had been reaching home on average 1030pm everyday.. :)

Had a war with mum yest.. *content censored* Still having cold war with her now. Haf plans to move out of hse after 21st bday. One of my colleagues even offer to rent of her room to me.. :)

Was eating Ferror Rocher juz now.. The one given by york which is 1 mth ago.. Hmms. Hopefully, no tummy-ache.. So far so good. lols. :)

And yah, had some problem with my hmmm these few days.. *content censored again* Hahas.
Heart itchy itchy rite? Wanna know, come ask me laa.. I will consider telling you.. Lols.

Quote of the Day - You know when you have found your princess because you not only have a smile on your face but in your heart as well.

Such A Disappointment To Myself...

2005-03-16T14:06:00.000+08:00

I feel so disappointed.. In myself.

Maybe you are right. Im juz too immature.. My thinking. My ways of handling things.

But it really dun sound so right when those words come from you..

Finally got some news from you.. Is a good or bad thing.? I dunno.

Quote of the Day - The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.

If You...

2005-03-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like her company
It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.

If you hear me talking about her all the time
It's not because she pleases me.
It's because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.

If you feel me falling for someone new
It's not because I love her.
It's because you're not there to catch me fall.

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way.
Still filled with awe 'coz of the beauty that stands before me.

When you thought I wasn't there to catch you fall
It's because you never gave me a chance.
You never reach the bottom you already grabbed a branch.

If you feel like you're nowhere, I too am lost.
Are we going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to a place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk alone,
I want to walk by your side.
Don't let me talk of someone else,
It's you I want to talk with.
Don't let me fall for someone else,
It's you i want to fall in love with.

"What is most valuable is not what you have in your life, but who you have."

*dedicated to you-know-who-you-are*

The Trip To Kukup (Malaysia)

2005-03-14T11:37:00.000+08:00

I am back in Singapore.! :)

Meet up with ning at yishun train station at 1230 on saturday. Reached Kranji station and meet up with wyn and her 4 JC frens and jean.. From there, we took cab to spore bus interchange Mac.. And then, we meet up another 4 frens of Jean..

Then a total of 12 of us boarded the mini bus (with aircon) we hired and we travelled to spore checkpoint where we had our passports checked.. Then we take the bus took us to malaysia custom..

*fainting part* We alighted the bus, filled up the "white card" and queue up to get checked.. The queue was damn long, and it's damn freaking hot.. I dunno how long we stood there, ard 30-45mins?? *slap forehead*

After the custom, we boarded our mini-bus again.. And had a journey of 1hr plus in the bus before we reached our destination.. When we got there, it's ard 4pm..

When we reached there, joanne and jenny and co. was not ard.. Only left Minghui (jo's bf) sleeping. Hahas. From the owner of the hse, uncle claimed that they went out to take a walk.. Then from there, we took a short break where the 2 aunties cooked some flour cakes for us as teabreak..

Btw, the hse was damn big.. A total of 7 rooms and 5 toilet cubicles (3 include showering purposes) In each room, there's a double deck bed, and 5 extra mattress.. There's a total of 5-6 mahjong tables, countless of poker cards.. And there's 2 tv set, 1 in the front, 1 in the back (coz there's like 2 living room in the hse..)

Dinner was at 7pm.. They had this bbq session but all the food is not bbq by us, but by the uncle and 2 aunties. All we do was to eat. We had stingray, satays, crabs, big prawn, veg etc.. At the same time, I tink our neighbour was celebrating bday, and they had this fireworks released throughout the nite.. Imagine eating and seeing the fireworks at the same time..!! Cool! :)

After dinner, we played mahjong, had karaoke session.. Anyway, alot of them continued singing all the way till 430am.. Yah, AM!! It's like no "govt" at all, no one bothers abt you singing till dawn.. I wonder how other ppl sleep in this kind of environment?? Lols. :x

I supposed to sleep with Jo and Jenny they all, but ended up sleeping with wyn's 4 frds, wyn and minghui.. Throughout the nite, I can click really well with wyn's frds.. Even though they are like 3 yrs older than me.. Hahas.

By the way, we had this conclusion - whoever in the hse dunno who's shirley, muz be a dumbo. :x

Arranged to see sunrise on sun morning, but no one was able to wake up on time.. I slept like 2 and half hours? :p Some of them din even sleep at all.. :x Had breakfast, nasi lemak and "butterfly".. Oh yah, did I mentioned there's supper the previous night too? Hahas.

Set off to the jetty at 9am. Took the ferry and proceed to a rainforest called "Pulau Kukup" There's this wooden bridge (like the one at sentosa but 3-4 floor higher) where everyone tried to cross w/o any major heartattacks. :x We also went up to the tower and had a view of the rainforest.. So green, so full of trees..

Then we took the ferry again, and our next destination was a particular kelong.. From there, they introduced us the things they breed, the sea stuffs..

Back to the hse.. Started packing and everyone left the hse at 1245pm. We walked out and proceed to this particular seafood restuarant, where we had 3 tables.. A total of 27 of us.. Had 9 dishes each table - shark fins, 2 veg, tofu, crabs, prawns, fish, "big head"(cockles) and dunno-wat.

Then after the lunch, the outing is declared over.. So some of them took their own private transport, and the rest proceed to the mini-bus. For me, my elder and 2nd sis and family came over to fetch me.. And after their lunch at the same restaurant, which is my treat, we proceed on to more shopping in malaysia..

Had genki sushi as dinner.. Passed the custom with all illegal stuffs in the car.. :x

Then home sweet home!

ps : 1 mth after patsy left for australia..

Quote of the Day - Life is short, live it to the maximum!

Out Of Here..

2005-03-12T09:49:00.000+08:00

*"thanx" to york for waking me up so early.. -.-*

Yup. Will be out of Spore for less than 48hrs.. :)

Let's start with thur since blogging stop at wed.. Had a 1-1 meeting with my team lead after office hrs. Realised that there's alot rooms for improvement for me.. Learn from my mistakes. Shall be a better person at work from tat day onwards.. :)

Dinner with york, sze, and cousin kid at yishun yesterday.. And yah, tok to ling online yest.. Darling, thanks so much for allowing "you-know-wht".! -hugs-

At home, had a war with mum. -.-

Okie. Took leave on next mon, and had planned all the programs for tat day.. But somehow something took place.. And someone cant accompany me on tat day.. Though I look forward to tat day, rather than this wkend trip, but still.. I tink you dun haf to feel so bad abt it.. We can carry out those plans some other days too.. :)

And perhaps you can say something else rather than repeating "sorry"..?? Lols. I know you cant help it, it's in the blood right? Hahas. :p

Oh yah, some interesting facts to share with you guys..

All polar bears are left handed
Right-handed ppl live on average 9 yrs longer than left-handed ppl do (y am I not a left-handed?)
Banging ur head agst a wall uses 150 calories an hr (kim, maybe u can try tat!!)
The king of hearts is the only king w/o a moustache (notice tat?)

Maybe I shld go start packing.. :)

Quote of the Day - Tell me that you'll miss me if I die now. Tell me you'll come and look for me if I disappear now.

Juz For Some Laughs...

2005-03-09T14:21:00.000+08:00

In the world of romance, one single rule applies to the men:
Make the woman happy. Do something she likes, and you get points.
Do something she dislikes and points are subtracted.
You don't get any points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played.

Here is a guide to the point system:

SIMPLE DUTIES
You make the bed (+1)
You make the bed, but forget the decorative pillow (0)
You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1)
You go out to buy her what she wants (+5)
In the rain (+8)
But return with Beer (-5)
You check out a suspicious noise at night (0)
You check out a suspicious noise, and it is nothing (0)
You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5)
You pummel it with iron rod (+10)
It's her pet (-10)

SOCIAL ENGAGEMENTS
You stay by her side the entire party (0)
You stay by her side for a while, then leave to chat with a college buddy(-2)
Named Tina (-4)
Tina is a dancer (-6)
Tina has silicon implants (-80)

HER BIRTHDAY
You take her out to dinner (0)
You take her out to dinner and it's not a sports bar (+1)
Okay, it's a sports bar (-2)
And it's all-you-can-eat night (-3)
It's a sports bar, it's all-you-can-eat night, and your face is painted the colours of your favourite team (-10)

A NIGHT OUT
You take her to a movie (+2)
You take her to a movie she likes (+4)
You take her to a movie you hate (+6)
You take her to a movie you like (-2)
It's called 'DeathCop' (-3)
You lied and said it was a foreign film about orphans (-15)

YOUR PHYSIQUE
You develop a noticeable potbelly (-15)
You develop a noticeable potbelly and exercise to get rid of it (+10)
You develop a noticeable potbelly and resort to baggy jeans and baggy Hawaiian shirts (-30)
You say, "It doesn't matter, you have one too." (-8000)

ENJOY THE 'BIG' QUESTION
She asks, "Do I look fat?" (-5) [Yes or no, you LOSE points no matter WHAT]
You hesitate in responding (-10)
You reply, "Where?" (-35)
Any other response (-20)

COMMUNICATION
When she wants to talk about a problem , you listen, displaying what looks like a concerned expression (0)
You listen, for over 30 minutes (+50)
You listen for more than 30 minutes without looking at the TV (+500)
She realizes this is because you have fallen asleep (-10000)

Some egocentric female, or disgruntled male probably wrote this up. :)

Everyday Is A Better Day..!!!

2005-03-09T11:00:00.000+08:00

Wow.. Life had been so great recently..!! Damn great.! See?? I cant stop grinning or smiling away.. :D I tink life cannot get any better than now..!! :)

Though it's quite frustrating at workplace at times, but still, happy moments devour all those painful ones.. And I know better days are coming.. Dun ask how I know. I juz know. And I juz can't wait..!! :)

Been listening to a chinese song called "Hello Angel" I like those words - 说你是上帝给我的天使.

Quote of the Day - Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections.

Monday Morning :)

2005-03-07T09:58:00.000+08:00

-beams-

Have you ever haf the those feeling??

Early monday morning gotta report to work, but yet you feel it's not so unbearable anyway..??
Realised that you lost soccer bets AGAIN, but yet you feel "it's all right"..??
Checked company emails, gotta bombard by team lead, but yet you feel "it's okie"..??

Deep down inside, I tink Im happy.. I really hope to be selfish for once.. Coz I wish this feeling will stay with me forever.. :D

Quote of the Day - This is more than a coincidence.

It's In The Blood..

2005-03-06T13:54:00.000+08:00

Mum and dad went off with bro n family to bugis temple.. I dunwan to go temple. so tat leaves me alone in the hse.. I wanna get out of hse, but seems like there's nobody who cares.. "Nobody loves me, everybody hates me.." Hahas.

I msged sis Jo. And it's like 2hrs later then she called me back.. Guess she juz woke up. Hahas. Told york tat it's in the blood la.. -bleah- Anyway, guess wad. She wanna bring me to temple. -faint-

Anyway. juz now I ironed my shirts. It's like FINALLY I ironed them.. I dunno wat happen, but I got a blister in my palm. Guess it's due to the incorrect way of holding the iron. Watever.! -pout-

-stomachache-

Quote of the Day - 我只想用我这一辈子去爱你从今以后你会是所有幸福的理由

Even More Tired..

2005-03-05T10:04:00.000+08:00

I slept for 12 solid hours.. And how am I feeling now..?? More tired. :(

Din managed to catch the movie and dinner (Supposely KFC) yesterday. In fact, I reached home like 1825. :X For ppl who know me really well, going home this early is a diaster for me anyway.

Somehow we hurted each other in someway.. I know we're feeling equally bad right now. I tot by sleeping, it will make me feel better, but it doesnt. Like what you said, u dunno wat went wrong. Neither do I.

I reckon it's juz another bad day. Too bad a day for both of us. :(

Quote of the Day - The tender friendships one gives up, on parting, leave their bite on the heart, but also a curious feeling of a treasure somewhere buried.

As The Clock Ticks...

2005-03-04T16:03:00.000+08:00

Okie.. Juz another 1 and half hour more, I will get my ass out of IBM.. Lols. Supposed to be 6pm, but gonna catch a movie later on, so cant be bothered mann.. Anyway, I already had a damn hectic working life this whole wk, why not pamper myself abit more..?? -grinz-

Was doing my work and surfing internet at the same time.. Decided to see my horoscope from this iVillage webbie..

For cancerians:

Today overview : After days of watching your bottom lip drag on the floor, you're suddenly feeling peppy, upbeat and almost cheerful -- as well you should. Life is good, and getting better all the time -- which recent events have surely proved.

Today extended : For days, just about everyone you know and love has been telling you that things will get better if you just hang tough and keep your chin up. Just this once, they were actually right. You can stop worrying now, and forget about the thousand little things that have been keeping you from getting a good night's sleep for far too long. In fact, later this afternoon, isn't a power nap in order?

Wow. I think its damn true prediction.. Currently right now, am in a happy mood. Perhaps after some thinking through, I really dun care much anymore. I juz want to do things tat can make me happy, maybe it's a kind of "follow ur heart".

Cool. TGIF. I cant wait.!! Tml I shall haf a ride from the new Toyota Wish (7-seater car), hahas, cant wait to be "da-ge-da" lols. Tinted glass window. *blink blink*

Quote of the Day - The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts.

Fallen By Sarah McLachlan

2005-03-02T13:11:00.000+08:00

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal

It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

One Of The Worst Day In My Life..

2005-03-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one of the worst day in my life.. Although, it marked my 3rd month in IBM, but somehow some mishap happened in office too.. I stayed in office all the way till 9pm, juz because I'm unable to tie 2 companies's amt.. And for this tie-ing process, Im not accountable to my internal dept, but to the IBM outside of Singapore. It's damn scary. In fact, I almost broke into tears due to the pressure, as they insisted in wanting the tie amt by yesterday nite.

Anyway, eventually I got the amount rite.. All thanks to IBM colleagues, Jean and Lynn. They had been a great help.. :)

Meet up with york and ai tee at PS after tat.. Sorry gals, cant accompany u 2 for dinner. And thanks for waiting for me.. :) Oh yah, patsy sms me back.. Din say much anyway. -.-

kimm - I really hope tat u know wat am I going through.. :)

xy - Dun worry too much abt ur results anymore. Simply enough, let fate decide. :)

Quote of the Day - Everything happens with a reason.

I Will Pray For You..

2005-02-28T21:45:00.000+08:00

Can I start with smthing scary first.? It's my 1st time having problem logging on to the company network at home.. And guess wad? My team leader need an email from my inbox urgently, and she claim "ASAP". -.- It's really scared the wits out of me. I tried to call her, but she din pick up my phone. Then I started to call all my colleagues (those I haf their hp no.) Everyone was like "you dun panick first.." I replied "But she want it ASAP. how how..??" Okie. I gotta admit tat Im scared of her more than my manager. -.- Luckily, Im here. But where's she?? duh.

Okie. Os results released today. And contragz to all students tat can move on to higher institute, regardless you got good or bad results. As long as you can move on, it's good.! :)

Went to bishan to look for xy right after work. She's much more braver than I imagined. :) Girl, you muz not be discouraged, and pls make ur hopelessness go away, juz know you have a grp of frens and me to help you along the way. :) juz rem wht I had sms you after I left. :)

Quote of the Day (Dedicated esp to xy) - Like every gloominess of the gray, certainly has the dawn of the brightest day too.

离不开你 by 陈小春

2005-02-28T12:18:00.000+08:00

你的手　冷冷的　是不是让你等了太久
抱紧我　就算多一分钟　都不要　再让你吹风
放不下　一个人　那就是定下来的时候
急着把　最奢侈的温柔　全部都交给你挥霍

赖着你　每一天　离不开你　再耽误多一秒　都不愿意
我才发现　永远有多近　不要比我　先闭上眼睛
念着你　每一夜　离不开你　怎么能不把你捧在手心
爱经不起　遗憾的事情　身边的　不可以　不是你
(身边的　不可以　不是你)

追逐过　几场梦　是你让我知道为什么
要去学　那么多的心痛　才会懂　该对谁执着

Quote of the Day - Ignorant is bliss.

Me And My Ego..

2005-02-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

Wasnt feeling good the whole day.. :( Dun wish to explain why.. :x

But many thanks to kimmy and xy for keeping me accompany for lunch and walk-ard at bishan this noon.. Thanks for dragging me to Body Shop and signed up for the membership card, though I was like damn lazy.. Kimm, where's my cookies anyway? xy, hope you like the bag anyway..

Then tons of thanks to york too.. She keep me accompany at woodlands in the evening time, and cancel her trip to granny's place.. And think you got a hard time trying to cheer me up. Thanks.!

Anyway, it's me and my ego. :x

Quote of the Day - Había caído para usted

Internal Conflict.

2005-02-27T02:35:00.000+08:00

Yah. Blogging at this time 235am sounds kinda of crazy.. :X

I'm feeling happy yet mixed up.
I'm feeling happy yet confused.
I'm feeling happy yet complex.

Internal conflict is haunting me.

Trying to watch my live gamecast btw man u and portsmouth. Yes, trying. I'm like looking at the screen blindly afterall. Guess I will lose my bet anyway. Doesnt matter. :X

Towards something, I dunno wad to do. There's always a solution to everything, but it's also always the execution tat kills. Am praying to see a solution in my dreams later on.

Quote of the Day - This black hole inside of me. Its digging in, deeper and deeper. Expanding itself, larger and larger. Swallowing up all the light, faster and faster.

天地一秒 By SHINE

2005-02-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

这一场雨下得好美丽把世界和我们暂隔离
我靠近把你看仔细那么贪心你浏海上还沾着雨滴
晶莹剔透仿佛有香气你看着伞外的雨那么专心

* 这一秒的天地我想无限延续好象能完全拥有你
这画面的记忆美得无懈可击深深的留在我心底
这一秒的天地我想无限延续才迟疑的不敢打扰你
(一秒比一秒爱你一秒比一秒爱你一秒比一秒疯狂的喜欢你)
强忍着拥抱你的冲激*

忽然我开始有点担心害怕这场雨终究会停
我只能放你回去那纷乱世界里怕吵闹的选举扰乱你
怕积水的路面弄脏你怕风会吹干浏海芬芳雨滴

Repeat * x 2

这一场雨下得好美丽把世界和我们暂隔离
我靠近把你看仔细

Good Life... :)

2005-02-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

Had been leading a good life recently.. Eat, movie, eat, shopping, eat, eat and eat.. Lols. Yah, had been eating all the good food.. -grinz- So scared of growing fat too..!! Anyway, saw the movie, hide and seek 2 days ago. Wasnt tat fantastic, coz it's not scary enough to blow me away, though the storyline quite unexpected..

Wanted to buy the GV radiocard coz there's more good shows to watch.. But I realised that it's not very worth it.. Might as well pay cash for all the movie shows.. Hahas.. :)

Quote of the Day - Nothing is permanent in this wicked world - not even our troubles.

Rohan.. Rest In Peace..

2005-02-21T11:00:00.000+08:00

Received the news tat Rohan, my poly lecture mate passed away on last thur.. He got into a bike accident. Though I am not very close to him, but I remembered the days in school, when we see each other, we will call out to each other, or wave signal.. He's a friendly guy.. Funny guy too. It's a pity he left us so soon.. Too soon..

2nd funeral of someone I know for the past few days.. :(

Indescribable Monday Morning...

2005-02-21T09:12:00.000+08:00

Tired might be the only word to describe this monday morning..

Had been working near to 3mths in IBM.. And this morning, for the first time, I missed my tanah merah station. Luckily, it's only 1 stop, and so I alighted at Simei station. For the first time, I am waiting from another platform for the train to Expo to arrive..

Somehow it triggered my thought. Sometimes, when u make a mistake, there's room for you to turn up juz in time.. Juz like my train incident. But I guess some things juz dun.

Though I had juz arrived in office not long ago, but I am yearning to return back home. Perhaps for a good rest. Both physically and mentally. 8h 40 mins to home!

Quote of the Day - Get rid of imagined guilt. You did the best you could at the time, all things considered. If you made mistakes, learn to accept that we are all imperfect.

A Confession??

2005-02-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

Well. Tot I shall bring this secret with me till death. But this situation dun seems to be like this anymore. Hmms. No pt hiding. Gotta admit tat I had a crush with patsy Dear since sec sch days.? I had never say it out, coz I knew the consequences. And if you're reading this, dear, dun be alarm.! We will always remains as frds. Normal frds. For I, the love fool, can never be good enough for anyone in this life.

kim - I guess you know bout this fact too.. Perhaps the only glad thing is that you know.?

york - good lucks for ur results later on.. :)

Nothing Is Right For You And Me..

2005-02-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

"I juz dun think it's right"

So going out with me alone now is a sin to you right? -sad laugh-

Juz to let you know.. I haf no intention to purposely ask you out alone with me today.. I tried asking pipo and xy, even before getting ur response. I juz wanna get to MS for a jean from FOX. Anyway, sis Jo and bro in law drove me there..

Dun tell me tat I shld know the reason more than anybody else.. Even if I know, I will still pretend that I din know. It juz hurts. Too much. I seriously dun blame you. I juz dun understand.

Perhaps everything is right for the both of you. And everything is wrong btw the two of us. To you, the past is a mistake, so do the present. Then, when will we ever be right?

Quote of the Day - 有没有续集连接断了线的我和你. 应该有续集好让我的等待有结局.

Family Gathering Again..!!

2005-02-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

Friday Nite :

Supposed to go to christina (IBM colleague)'s place after work.. And all of us planned to leave office at 1730 which is slightly eariler, but in the end, thanks to the load of works, we left office like 1800..?? :X

Reached puggol by london cab.. 6 of us shared it.. Wow. It's the first time in my entire life taking a london cab.. So cool..!! Dinner by chris was great. Coz got baked potatoes.. *silly grinz* Played blackjack. They insisted that I should be the banker, and end up losing.. Anyway, it's okie being fortune god..!! :p

Cab back to yishun GV. Brought tix for movie Constantine at timeslot 0000. Arranged to watch it with york.. Anyway, after the show, she stayed over at my place.. Send her back in the morning..

Today :

Meet up with york and ai tee at Suntec.. But arranged to meet york first, coz we took the same train down.. At city hall, saw kim and george. Did said hi. :) Lunch at some chinese restuarant. Shopped ard the place. And accompanied ai tee to take her orientation package at Pan Pacific. Shopped ard again.

We left ard 1530. Took train. york meet up with her frds. ai tee went home. I went to my sis jo's place as we're having a family gathering there.. Okie, am the last one to reach. Anyway, everyone was planning to go swimming at the condo's pool.. Imagine whole family was at the pool side. Okie. baby pool. :X

In the end, I went upstairs as the weather was really hot.. I went up to play CSI. But din get to play for long too.. Dinner was steamboat. Okie, did I mention that I was never full having a family gathering dinner..?? This's coz all of us took dinner grp by grp. 1st reason, table not big enough, 2nd everyone take turns to look after the kids.. Am hungry now..~~ *pout*

As a whole, I do appreciate the time we spent together as a family.. Especially this year. alot of such gathering where EVERYONE turns up.. *contended smilez*

Last but not least, received the news from mum tat one of my cousin passed away. She din want my other siblings to know. Okie. We had bad blood with tat family. Yet, I had a unqiue r/s with tat family too, coz his mum, who's my aunt is oso aka as my god-mum. Actually, among the cousins from tat side, I think he's the only good one. :p Anyway, god bless you, cousin, do rest in peace.! *prayer*

Quote of the Day - I can see that it's sunshine after rain. Nothing matters more than your smile.

I Hate Myself...

2005-02-18T13:25:00.000+08:00

I hate myself..

I hate myself for not being able to cheer you up when u're down.
I hate myself for not being there for you when you need someone.
I hate myself for not being able to see you whenever I want to.
I hate myself for not being able to show you how lovely you are.
I hate myself for not being able to show you how perfect you are in my eyes.
I hate myself for not being able to give any good advice.
I hate myself for not being able to love you despite I wanted so much to.
I hate myself for not being able to show you that w/o you, I'd be out even worse in the world.
I hate myself for not being the one.
I hate knowing that nothing i say is going to matter.....

"It's alright. I understand." Liar.

Quote of the Day - There's no need for pretence. Cry it out loud if you want to. You know who you can lean on.

Tired.. Sleep.. Pig..

2005-02-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SIEW SZE!!!

I wanna make a big announcement - I AM VERY TIRED..!!

I wanna sleep.. I wanna be pig.. *yawnnnnnnnnn*

Finally back to office today.. After the long CNY and 2 day of course.. Cleared emails in the morning.. Went for meeting.. Talked to team lead..

Everyone in the office told me tat I am damn lucky.. To get into IBM as a FTH (Fixed-Term-Hire) and able to attend such a course.. Even some of the "old bird" never been to such course before.. As it's quite expensive to be charge to the dept.. US300 bucks..

After work, meet up with york and ru at Woodlands Causeway Point. I finally got my jay's first album.. Thumbs up! Thanks to york wor.. :)

Anyway, interesting thing happen in the train.. I wanted to call Phy coz we're going to peidi dajie's place.. But I dunno why, I went to the phone list, and typed "PAT" then I pressed the dial button.. Then, I listened to the phone, and realised something is wrong.. Coz the voice dun belong to phy, but sound like Patsy Dear.. Hahahahas.. She went "hello hello??" Then, I realised I called the wrong person.. But before I could hand the hp to york, she hanged up le.. According to york, it's damn expensive to call, so most probably she hanged up..

Anyway, so funny the tot of it.. Maybe too used to pressing her name.. Start with "P" oso mah..!! Lalalala..

Home for dinner. Mum cooked coz sis Jo and bro-in-law coming over for dinner too.. Then after dinner, meet up with phy, yt, annie at Macs. Went over to dajie's place, and meet up with yan, ger, angela and angeline. Hahas. So many ppl..

Now. Home Sweet Home..!!

Quote of the Day - Yo le pierdo mal desde que el día que usted se fue!!

Safety Touchdown...

2005-02-16T01:18:00.000+08:00

Juz finished helping my frd doing her IT flash.. :)

Anyway, most importantly, I received a SMS from Patsy Dear on 22:57:17!!! So thrilled..!! She said tat she reached soundly le.. She did sms the rest too.. Fair and square. Hahas.. Anyway, I dunno why she took so long to sms us, should haf reached like 1am (singapore time) yesterday..

Was still talking abt her this afternoon with ah york..

Anyway, Patsy dear, u dun haf to feel bad that I skipped the course kaes??!! Confirmed fine de..!! So dun worry kaes!! Rem if u meet with any problems over there, juz buzz us or do anything to get us. We are all stand-by-ing here..!! *wink*

Is Everything All Right??

2005-02-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday :

*composed the entry, but lazy to go online to post it*

Happy Valentine’s Day!!

Bon Voyage Patsy Dear….

Am now in the bus from Changi Airport to Yishun… Had send Patsy Dear off.. She’s going Melbourne for 10mths to study for her degree.. In fact, Ashley had already reached there b4 her.. They will be staying together..

Anyway, alot of ppl had came to send her off.. Big shot sia.. Even I skipped my course (learning lab course by IBM at Hilton Hotel), left early, and took cab to rush down to see her.. In fact, I dun tink it’s a big deal.. Coz everyone oso rushed down.. I guess most of us took cab.. *shall claim from her when she’s back after 10mths*

*interruption – york’s mp3 playing “di xin yin lin” now. And I remembered Patsy Dear msged me tat time asking me to quickly on the radio, coz she knew tat I like this song a lot..*

Oh yah, I tink I brought her the last bottle of mineral water she took from Singapore after 10mths? Hahas. *Muz claim from her oso*

After sending her off, we went Sakae Sushi for dinner.. A total of 9 of us.. Dinner was like hmmm.. great? :x

Quote of the Day – This’s juz part and parcel of life. Separation is only temporary.

Today :

Went to the learning lab course by IBM this morning again.. It's a half more day thingy.. The lunch was once again on the hse, buffet lunch at the hotel cafe, Checkers. Anyway, learned quite a number of surviving tips in office environments through lotsa of seniors..

Had some food from the buffet lunch, but still meet up with york at cine.. She finished her lesson at ard 1pm.. Then we had lunch at cine pastamania.. Can only say tat, it's a "noisy" lunch, coz most of the time, we are not talking but so-called yelling, juz to let each party hear wad we said.. This is due to the lion dancing tat's going round shop to shop to perform.. Arghs..

Btw. I supposed to go back office which is at Expo. But somehow I switched my mind, and decided to call up office and ask.. Called wyn, and she helped to ask my team lead if I would excuse myself from going back.. Made some excuses to do with timing.. Luckily, she approved it, but even if she dun do so, I'm prepare to take a half day leave..

While waiting for the ans, we went over to HMV. After getting the approval, we decided to catch the movie, I do I do.. We walked back to cine, and then saw a common frd, YW. york and me got common frd wor..!! Anyway, we are quite dumb, coz we realised that cine dun haf chinese show..

We then walked to Lido.. Reached at 1435.. Then we catched the movie tat's at 1445.. Took tix and went in.. This's my first time experiencing such a short time gap btw purchasing tix and going in for the show.. As for the show, it's pretty nice and funny.. Abit lame, but a movie tat can definitely make you laugh, if you uds some hokkien..

After the show, we went Taka. Then home. Stupid york stopped me from sleeping in the train.. Hmms.. Send her till sewbawang, then back home to zzz... So, I juz woke up not long ago.. Need to help my frd to do some flash..

Quote of the Day - Even if you took my heart, and torn it apart. I would still love you forever.

A Sudden Gust Of "Bu She"..

2005-02-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

12th Feb (CNY Day 4)

Woke up by york's sms at ard 12pm? Asked me to wake up and went over to her place.. I brought sakae sushi yusheng over. Supposed to be a gathering lunch, but sze and bf din turn up coz they need to be at home preparing dinner and bday celebration..

Anyway, there's york, me, patsy dear, rong, jeff, ru and bf jun. York's mum prepared "shou mian" for us.. Kinda of traditional noodle.. After lunch, we (me, rong, jun and york's mum) played mahjong. Then, we "lao" yusheng... Hope everyone lucky lucky..

After tat, all of us took cab to sze's place. Hmms. Better dun elaborate wat happen. But somehow sorry to Patsy Dear.. :X

Reached there, slacked, rotted and had dinner. Too bad, ru and bf left us.. Anyway, saw my cousin and family. It's a small world after all.. Oh yah, sze's sis damn funny. bth her. :) Then we had the cake-cutting session when sze's grandparents reached.. Delicious cake wor.. Nice choice sze.!

At ard 10pm, me, york, patsy and rong left sze's place.. rong walked with us to GV, and we got tixs for Seoul Raiders. He then left for home, and york and pat came over to my place. Mum then played blackjack with us.. Hahas.

Then at 12am+, we walked over to GV, and meet up with Sze and catch the movie.. Anyway, there's this bunch of gals sitting behind us.. Hmms. They reminds me of the bs. :) The movie quite okie la, but I tink patsy dear and sze dozed off at certain pts. Hahas.

After the show, they took cab to york's place.. As for me, I went home. Sleeping was hard. Dunno why. Kinda of having nightmares throughout.. Guess only york know why..

13th Feb (CNY Day 5)

Woke up. Online. Went temple with mum to bai bai tai shui... Saw fiona from ytss.. Hahas. pipo jio me go buy vday present but I lazy to go all the way to Suntec.. Coz most probably, will be meeting bok and heading to sabrina's place at woodlands.. :)

ashley - guess u reached melbourne le.. hope everything is fine and okie over there.. all the best n study hard..!! Keep in contact..!!

york - hey, take care of urself la.. See u everyday take panadol.. Hahas. addicted to it soon rite? :p

patsy dear - wow. u leaving like 28hrs later..?? Hmms.. I will not miss you.. So u better dun miss me oso laa.. :p But hor.. Go there 1 piece, muz come back one piece hor..

Quote of the Day - To those who can dream there is no such place as faraway

Mahjong Phobia..

2005-02-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

9th Feb (CNY Day 1)

Woke up and played PS
Bathed
All siblings came one by one
Lunch
Went over to granny’s place
Sis Annie’s place
Sis Annie’s in-laws’place
Home and dinner
pipo, kangyeow, sinyee & alan came for mahjong till 3am++

10th Feb (CNY Day 2)

Woke up
Bathed
Slacked in front of com
Sis jo and bro-in-law came over
Lunch
Went over to Sis Jasmine’s place
Rotted and slacked
Went over to york’s place at 8pm
Mahjong till 5am++
Home

11th Feb (CNY Day 3)

Woke up at 11am+ by poly frens
Bath and lunch
Meet up with them at yishun station
Went over to ying’s place
Mahjong till 9pm+
Got kinda of pissed off with you
Home

See? I haf the phobia of mahjong.. And I guess most probably, we are going to play mahjong at york’s place tml again.. Okie. I’m goin to get bonkers soon.. Wish me luck mann..!!

Quote of the Day - Can you spare a thought for me??

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2005-02-09T02:56:00.000+08:00

A very happy CNY to everyone of you..!! Gong Xi Fa Cai..!!

Havent been blogging for the past few days.. Hmms.. Out with york and patsy most of the time.. :)

Anyway, the time now is 2.55am.. Juz back home nt long ago.. Went to Bugis temple to pray.. My first time there during CNY.. Quite crowded and we gotta queue our way in to the temple, and holding those big gaint joss sticks on our hands..

Btw, finished work at IBM at ard 2pm today.. Back home to placed laptop, then went to meet sis Jo, and back to her place.. Played X-box until evening time, and then went back home to haf reunion dinner.. Everyone turned up, except sis Annie and family.. What a pity..!!

Then, went back to sis Jo's place again. And played X-box again. Hahas. Then they drove to the temple lor.. :)

Good news. Bro-in-law decided to pass the PS to my hse.. Hahas. *Thumbs up* And another thing is I had already collected my first hongbao.. From sis Jasmine. kekeke.. :D

Bad news. Had been coughing.. :X

My "irreplaceable one" is out of town. :( Kinda of miss her alot.. Msged her last night, n she's busy packing.. She kept telling me tat she's nt gonna d*e, and asking me not to worry.. Perhaps she can felt my "sickness" of missing her.. Hmmms.. :) Hope tat she'll haf a safe trip anyway.!

Quote of the Day - Cough is similar to love, both cannot be hide.

Whole Day Out..!!

2005-02-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10am+, juz to let mum dye my hair. -.-

Headed to Dodby Ghaut station to meet Sinyee and company.. She's having this early 21st bday treat for us..!! Those she invited were mostly her poly classmates. Only me and pipo were extra. Anyway, saw jelyn after so long.. Hmms. I din went her farewell party that time. Hahas. :X Anyway, as usual, she's still so crappy.. :) And yah, I like her massage for me too..!! :X

Anyway, we went to Paraiz Center, to this Tao's Resturant. Nice. It's a taiwanese resturant, and it offers those 6-7 course meal for each individual.. And so we can pick a dish out of the various type from each category... The food was okie, not fantastic though, and I guess the price is quite reasonable too.. SY, thanks for the meal..!! Hope u like the gift we had brought.. :)

Left all except pipo at ard 5pm? Then, me and pipo went to play pool for 1 and half hr at the snookerium.. Been a long time since I last played.. Lost the feeling already, dun really intend to pick it up anymore..

After that, pipo took train back to tpy, while I walked to Orchard Wisma C&K to meet york, patsy dear, and ct. Then we walked to Lucky Plaza and headed to this chinese restuarant, more of buffet type with normal chicken soup base, or spicy (ma la) soup base.. Over there, we meet up with sze and bf chun, and rong. Then ping came. Then ru and bf jun.

The purpose of this dinner was a early 21st bday celebration for sze, and oso a farewell dinner for patsy dear.. The food was so-so, and I guess they charged especially ex lor.. Dun tink I will ever step in there again.. And sze and pat, thanks for the dinner..!! :) For sze, hope u like the mp3, and for pat, hope u like ur big sly wor..!!

Btw. knew that patpat dear's new mp3 spolilt le, even before using it.. Haiz. Both york and pat too playful la.. So violent gals. Spolit it. Tml we will go back to shop to see if they can get anything done.. Patsy dear, dun sad kaes??

Anyway, me and ct came home first.. She cant stay out late, as for me, I got this bad flu going on.. So I really dun feel like staying late too.. Hope the rest of them (somemore frds joinin them too..) enjoy themselves tonight.. :)

To you : I can feel ur happiness right now, from the bottom of my heart even though u're so far from me.. I believed that I said these words to ya before.. "when u're happy, I'm happy too!!" The past can never be undone. It hurts me to know that I can never love you the way I wanted to anymore, and it will always be a pity that I cant give the best to you in this life..

Quote of the Day - When the only thing left to do was to let go...

Friday Is Finally Here...!!

2005-02-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

I'm juz so glad that it's friday.. I dun really haf any mood to work this week.. Dunno why. Perhaps I'm already in the CNY mood.. :)

Yesterday, spend my day at york's place. I brought mandarin oranges to her place. She accompany me to doc. And I stayed over at her place for dinner. Her mum had this real big bowl of mushroom soup for me. In fact, I'm not really a soup person, and I dun take mushroom.. But in order to show some respect, I finished the bowl of soup after all.. :)

Today in the morning ard 2am+, received a mms from patsy dear.. Hahas. so sweet of her.. She send me this pic of her kissing the pig I brought for her during Xmas.. And yah, some real encouraging words too.. Hahas.. U brighten up my day before the sky do.. :) Love ya to bits...

Today back to office.. Everyone went "Shirley, you okie anot?" -.-

Morning was in a mess.. Coz so many emails to be cleared.. *slap forehead* Luckily most stuffs was in control in the near afternoon.. Attended a learning of system session..

Btw. xiaowei, my IBM neighobour are leaving us.. Haiz. xiaowei, if u're reading this, I juz wanna wish you all the best in ur future endeavours. Take lotsa lotsa of great care and I will miss ur sweet "xie xie" (thank you) from today onwards.. *sob sob*

Another bad news for my patsy dear.. Supposed to have a whole day learning course at expo IBM building 1 on the 14 feb. This's the day my dear is flying off.. She's taking the flight at 7pm, so ard 5pm, everyone need to gather at the airport.. At first, I tot my course's at expo, and end at 530pm, at least it's still quite near, so I can rush over.. But today, they had this change of venue, at Hilton Hotel (Orchard)..

I really dun wish to attend it anymore.. But there's a penalty of US300 for the dept if I dun attend.. Patsy dear.. Tell me how leh.. Haiz.. *sad sad*

Sis Jo meet me for dinner today.. Wanted to meet at chinatown, then changed to City hall, finally, decided to juz meet at Yishun.. Had Delifrance for dinner.. I had the chicken delipotato again.. yummy.!! I juz love potatoes to bites.. Hahas..

Saw zhen zhong while wandering ard Northpoint.. Wow.. I'm amazed by him wor.. He had changed so much, I mean he used to be a shy guy.. We actually stopped for a while, and chatted for a while.. He asked me why am I here, and told me that he's going back to camp..

Did brought some bread and socks.. Sis Jo paid for it anyway.. Oh yah, she brought her 6260 hp on monday le.. *pout*

Btw, read kam's blog and knew that her uncle passed away from a car accident.. kam, you haf my deepest sympathy from me to u and ur family.. Be strong kaes?? *hug hug*

Quote of the Day - You make me want to fall in love 就在这一刻 Oh~ 也不管明天会如何只要今生有你左右陪着我不再寂寞 You make me want to fall in love 就在这一刻 Oh~ 瞬间也可以是永恒只要每个寂寞时候爱的回忆留在我心中

What A Day!!

2005-02-03T14:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR KNOWING YOU!!

Yesterday :

Had a half-day leave at work.. Kinda of pissed off by team lead again, nearly dun wish to turn up for the ECP trip with york and patsy dear.. :X In the end, did meet up with them at City Hall.. Poor york waited until her intestine wanna drop out le.. Hahas. *grinz*

Then we decided to haf lunch at Delifrance. Hahas. Ordered quite alot of food, hmms, guess we are quite full.. Then went to take bus to ECP. Okie, we met a lady in the bus, somehow she "tok to jesus" Hmms. 3 of us juz stared at each other.. *weird weird de*

Oh yah. Then when upon alighting, all of 3 stand by at the door there. Patsy dear dunno how to stand properly, I guess. When the driver braked, she whole person come and knocked me. Wah sad. Nothing to comment on a pig "ya si" a human being.. Hahas..

Lucky us. It's was a sunny day.. Hahas. :) Then we rented 2 bikes, one for me, one for patsy dear.. York shall be the "shifu" of the day.. Anyway, patsy knew how to cycle, so only need some catching up with skills. As for me.. Erhmms. CMI = Cannot Make It.

Tried and tried. My blue left slipper snap and had to buy a new pair of new slipper from the shop there. I wore the new slipper on my left, while the old blue slpper on the right.. Hahas. Left the rest at the bicycle shop.. Then tried cycling again.. Thanks to them. Dun even wanna to help to support me, and 2 of them juz wandered off.. *still in sight though*

Then slowly, I learned how to cycle... But still, ended up with wounds and bruises over my legs.. Had around 2 major accidents.. Hahas. Din managed to cycle all the way to "plane landing side" coz we took a rest at the food centre, Lagoon, after my second major accident.. Hahas..

Another went through a pt where there's so many students.. Guess some sch event.. Scared the wit out of me.. Lols. Btw. I like the part where we had to turn angle, I feel so nice turning angle.. Hahas. :)

Btw. both of them cycle so fast, so ahead of me wor.. Hahas. Still take me as starting pt as both of them raced off.. Thanks huh. Hahas. Anyway, guess they know I damn ego, so better dun stay ard me while I learn.. Hahas.. :)

Anyway, I guess Im more smooth with the bike on the way back.. No accidents and lesser stop-down.. :) But there's still some thing to improve - the grip of my bike.. Tend to hold the grip with lotsa of force.. Patsy dear oso.. Then ended up, palm became so red.. :(

And here's the nicest part.. I left my snap slipper at the shop, and guess wad? The uncle helped me to fix it up.. So nice of him.. Hahas. Wanted to take pic with him, but he shy la.. So york juz took a pic of him w/o him realising it.. muhahas..

Went wash up, Mac for drinks. Took cab to amk Kbox for lalala session.. Hahas. Sang all the way to 11pm.. Then we took cab back to yishun again.. Alighted at my blk there, and they went over to haf dinner, while tired me went home first...

Last but not least. Yest abit suay wor.. Accidents at bike though unavoidable but still sadsad. Hp ringing sound abit mental unsound. Then one of the tooth medicine came off. Haiz..

But in the nutshell, had a real fruitful day. Especially I finally know how to cycle.. Achivement wor.. Hahas. Thanks to the both of u gals. Cheers.. :)

Today :

Had sore throat and slight cough.. But use this stupid reason so that I can dun go to work today.. Later will go see doc juz to get MC.. Oops. Oh btw, Im using york's com to blog now wor..

Today is 030205. Remember this day 1 year ago?? :)

Quote of the Day - Some memories are forever.

Wednesday Is Coming..!! Eye Wide Open

2005-02-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

Sunday :

Meet up with sis Jo & bro-in law, Michael again. Went Orchard Taka. Coz sis haf this special offer of promotional rate of 2 type of hp to choose from for loyalty M1 customer. Then she brought this 6230 phone. Then we went abit of shopping.. Actually, I'm the one.. Brought a pant and 2 semi-formal shirts for myself again. Sis paid first, tot there's "sponsorship", but in the end, i spilt the bill with her. Actually I tink I paid for the whole thing.. :X Why? Coz I paid for most of our food tat day.. *Staring at my poor spolit wallet*

Then we went TPY to sold away the 6230 hp to those buy-sell hp shop.. Fetched a good price coz I somehow know the lady of the shop. Oops.! Then went Mustafa (is this the way hw its spelled?) The car drove pass the rangoon lane. kim, saw the path we walked to MRT station tat time when I went ex-KCP to find you..!! Hahas. :)

I never like going Mustafa. Esp on weekends.. :( They wanted to go there to see new hp, which they claimed to be cheaper.. In the end, we went back Yishun, Sis was considering btw 6260 and the S-keypad (dunno wad no.) hp. In fact, I NEARLY got myself a 6260 tat day. After the whole day, sis Jo still din manage to get a hp.! She's using my spare hp now! *slap forhead*

Reached home like 9pm+, tok to this gal *pt to york* on the phone from 10pm to 1am!?? :)

Monday :

Monday = slack day at office. But I'm still quite striked by the monday blue. :(

Had this " IBM kickoff" for a few hrs at the expo hall 2, inviting all IBMers. It's like a conclusion to year 2004, and welcoming year 2005 with goals and aims. We had the 3I - Innovate. Integrate. Integrity.

Went town. Alone. Sourced for presents for a few people.. Only managed to get patsy dear de.. Brought her slyester (smallest size), and the ENERGY gong zai.. Din want to pass it to her actually. But somehow we decided to meet up at Yishun mrt platform, coz we reached yishun at the same time, though diff direction..

Got drinks from MAC. Walked her home. Yah, walked. :) Dear, at least, this time I walked with you kaes!! And Im in court shoes. *Staring at my toes now* Gave her the gifts along the journey.. Hahas.. pidpid (stupidstupid) her hitted me as a way of her showing me appreciation. *faint* I felt so poor thing, gave her stuffs, still muz get hitted. Arghs. Lols.

Today :

As usual, Tuesday = Busy Day at office. :X Quited pissed off by my lead before I get out of office.

Took express bus to Puggol and from there, took bus 965 home. Total journey is like 50mins. Fast way of getting back to Yishun, but high travel expenses..

Meet up with Patsy dear again. At MAC. Ate some fries and nuggets. Then walked to my flat.. I went up to change and put my laptop at home while dear waited downstair.. Went Yishun library. Borrowed some books. Then took bus back to dear's area..

Went to collect some photos.. Then we was having this "tiff" of me eating dinner, and buying mandarin oranges to her place. I came up with the logic - "I will only eat dinner if I can buy mandarin oranges." Anyway, we ended up eating first, coz her mum told her there's not much food left at home.. Both of us ate quite alot. Glad she's full.. :)

Then we went to NTUC.. Wanted to buy the mandarin oranges.. But the oranges abit sloggy sloggy like tat. *In fear* Decided not to buy, will get it from Cold Storage at Yishun..

Send her home. Then she passed me the hp porch she brought.. Hahas. Baby blue color. Almost the same size york had brought.. Officially, I got back 2 hp porch.. Kekekee... :)

Quote of the Day - Some battle need not to be fought. Opponent's too strong, courage's too little. Surrender is the only option. You lost the battle even before opening your mouth to speak.

Juz Some Thoughts...

2005-01-30T01:37:00.000+08:00

Was clearing my emails.. Then came across this email titled "The best kind of love"

I dun tink I wanna post the story here as it's pretty long. But at the end, there's this paragraph that goes like this...

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be bless to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever. Hope you find thiskind of love in your life.

You Are The Only One.!

2005-01-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

Wow. First time tok to Ivy on msn online yesterday morning.. Like after midnight all the way till 4am?? Hahas. Zzzzzz....

Woke up at 12pm. Had lunch (Dad cooked!) Then bro, sis-in-law and kids came. I bathed and get out of hse asap. Went over to sis Jo's place. Brought her zinger burger from KFC, and brought 4 bottles of soft drinks over (juz to top up inventory only)

Spent a hour half singing liang jing ru's new songs.. She juz brought tat KTV album. Then after that, I was hooked to the TV like 4hrs.. Playing the game "CSI" at the X-Box.. Damn nice.! It's more of a detective game.. And I managed to solve 3 cases in 4hrs.. Hahas. *Proud face* Bro-in-law came back and said "You really damn good at such games huh!!" *grinz*

Then all of us went to a hp shop in yishun. Sis jo sold her hp away. Fine.! It's juz like she got that hp not long ago, and she decided to change it again.. Haiz. Me got hint hint them abt my hp, but seriously, right now if I really wanna change, I can juz change it.. My finance is in my hands..!! Lols. :)

Then we had dinner, and proceeded to cold storage.. Brought 4-5 cartons of manadarin oranges. Nuts mann! So heavy.! :(

To you : ImissyouImissyouImissyouImissyouImissyouImissyouImissyou!

Quote of the Day : You might never know who's missing you....

Weekend Is Coming Again.. :)

2005-01-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday :

That case of "USD369.60" juz pissed me off at work.. :(

Left office at 1730 to catch the bus to Puggol.. Coz meeting york and patsy dear at yishun for dinner. So take bus from puggol to yishun will be much more faster than expo to yishun by train..

Though I can meet them at the MRT station, but I dropped off at the yishun swimming pool bus-stop, coz both of them went swimming b4 meeting me.. It's like me walk there to fetch them, and accompany them walk back..

They suggested fast-food, but I told them I "hungry-ghost" so the portion is too small for me.. In the end, we went 9-head to eat.. Ordered abit more dishes for 3 of us only la.. Hahas.

Then, went look for hampers at cold storage, and then proceeded to Starbucks for some chat and coffee.. Wah. They preached me wor regarding some matter..

Uds both of ur concerns.. Appreciate it beri much. But again, juz to tell both of you this - 傻到什么程度我心里有数.

Today:

Busy day at work again. :( Busy till wanna apply leave for next wed also no time.. And apply leave is juz like one click away. *slap forehead*

Left office at 2000 plus today.. Supposed to meet york n sze at town today, but really cant get away from office.. So in the end, ask them to go back yishun to wait for me for dinner.. And thanks to both of u for being so understanding.. :)

Took cab from office. Jennifer wanted a ride from me, so we travelled to Puggol first,and then to Yishun.. Meet them at Northpoint KFC.. York, sze and her bf was waiting there, then we waited for ping to arrive.. Then sze's bf left and then we had dinner..

There's one part I tink I felt so "wen xin".. Coz we was saying york got cheated to yishun again, then she goes "yishun got bao (treasure..)!!" Then I said "Yah, ba bao he lor!! (8 treasure box = the KFC meal!!) Hahas. Think sze oso tink of saying tat.. Then we gave each other Hi^5. Hahas..

Oh yah, york brought me this blue hp porch.. Hahas. Then over the phone, knew that patsy dear brought me another hp porch too..!! Thank sweeties..!! So nice of them..!! I lost 2 porch, and got back 2 again..!! Thanks to the both of you again wor.. Love u ppl to bits.. :)

Quote of the Day - Gratitude is the memory of the heart.

Basketball.. I Love This Game..!!

2005-01-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

Went back home early today though really feel like smacking some pool balls.. Instead, after dinner, I spend some time with my dear basketball.. :) Okie, I know my condition dun really allow me to play any basketball, but seriously I dun care. At most, I will juz drop dead at the court. :X

Did a couples of quizzies..

You Have A Type A Personality

A

You are hyper, energetic, and always on the mood
You tend to succeed at everything you attempt
And if you don't succeed at first, you quickly climb your way to the top!

You could be called a workaholic, but you also make time for fun
As long as it's high energy and competitive, you're interested
You have the perfect personality for business and atheltic success

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Are 21 Years Old

21

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Oh my god.. It's 21.. Hahas. Hmms. Yup. Am going to turn 21 this year..!! :)

For The Past 2 Days..

2005-01-26T09:25:00.000+08:00

Oh today is wednesday.. So fast.. Freaked out. My "US$369.60 case" havent solve yet.. And I feel like I am like a wave hitting against the rock.. There's juz no way out. WTH..

On Monday, meet up with Phy at bishan for dinner. Dumb as it might sound, I had my dinner while she is staring at me coz she claimed that her mum left some food for her at hm. But then after I finished mine, she received a call from mum, and she decided to haf dinner outside too. And so it's my turn to stare at her while she's having her dinner... Dumb rite? :X

Tuesday. Yesterday. Meet up with bok and sabi together with SN. They wanted to go ktv, in fact, I dun really wanna turn up, but in order to spare from all "naggings", I decided I should turn up. Took a cab with SN from expo to woodlands. And when I got off the taxi, I realised I left the hp porch in the cab. And it's like there's 2 porch coz "porch-within-porch". Damn.! :(

Some of the songs we sang last night, and the lyrics is so meaningful... :)

爱相随 - 周华健

别想你忍不住我提醒自己
伤了心有些事也要过去
心很痛痛的不想再做我自己
别回头情己去绿已尽

很想你也不是因为失去你
爱了你用尽我全心全力
一生情只为这一次与你相遇
情难了难再续难再醒

人分飞爱相随
那怕用一生去追我又怎么能追得回
与你相慰 我为你痴为你累
风雨我都不后悔
我又怎么有路可退
曾经深情你给了谁
我如何面对

地心引力 - 言承旭

只要你一笑我就又都不介意你对我任性
我竟然还觉得荣幸不在乎爱情会是自由的天敌
根本已经为你失去我平常的冷静 虽然我还不擅长
幸福这种东西可是我真的很想把所有你要的
都放在你的手心

爱像地心引力无法抗拒一吋一吋深深的被你吸引
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意人群之中我只能看见你
爱像地心引力没有空隙一天一天不见你也在想你
我在你的眼里重新认识自己在你面前原来微笑那么容易

我终于明白那些孤单的夜里寂寞的表情
是因为你还没靠近原来我愿意为等一个人淋雨
是你唤醒了我自己都不懂的深情虽然我还不擅长
幸福这种东西可是我真的很想把所有你要的
都放在你的手心

爱像地心引力无法抗拒一吋一吋深深的被你吸引
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意人群之中我只能看见你
爱像地心引力没有空隙一天一天不见你也在想你
我在你的眼里重新认识自己在你面前原来微笑那么容易

虽然我还不擅长幸福这种东西
可是我真的很想把所有你要的都放在你的手心

爱像地心引力无法抗拒(无法抗拒)
一吋一吋深深的被你吸引(深深被你吸引)
心碎也没关系等待也都愿意
人群之中我只能看见你(只能看见你)
爱像地心引力没有空隙(没有空隙)
一天一天不见你也在想你(也在想你想你)
我在你的眼里重新认识自己
在你面前原来微笑那么容易(那么容易)

Quote of the Day - 有天他不能依赖你怀念我外套口袋告诉我我随时 stand by

With Deepest Sympathy...

2005-01-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

I had juz received the news from kim that her dearest and fav uncle had been called to be with the lord.. :X

Accept My Sympathy

At a time like this it's oh so hard;
To know just what to say.
For I know inside you're hurting;
In a very painful way.

Please know that I am with you;
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
And know that I am one of many;
Who feels for you and cares.

Just know that they have now gone home;
And their in a better place.
And they have seen the Lord above;
And the light from his sweet grace.

In time the pain will fade away;
Along with all your tears.
And you will smile once again;
On shared memories from past years.

Quote of the Day - In the night of death, hope sees a star, and listening love can hear the rustle of a wing.

Juz Another High Expenses Day..

2005-01-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

Had this wyn's belated birthday celebration today.. Meet up with SN at yishun station, though I was late, but when we reached somerset mrt station which is juz on time, all of them was late except 1, and tat's jenny..!!

We walked ard John Little, and meet up with wyn and her bf. Okie, din expect her bf to be there. :X Then, jean arrived soon after. Without waiting for joanne and Priscilla, we went into this restuarant (i dunno the name.!) for the buffet lunch.. Seriously, the food sucks. Joanne came like 1hr after our meeting time, and for priscilla, she came to like help to foot the bill using her credit card coz there's discount for using the card.. duh. -.-

Then priscilla left. And we proceeded to Chinatown. Before that, I went to 7-11. Brought this 2 packs of Fisherman (make a guess on my fav flavour!! And the lemon flavour.) This's the first time I brought the lemon flavour, coz I dun like it at all, but tat pack's for wyn anyway..

Meet up with jason when we reached. And we went K-sters for our ktv session. Supposed to end at 1930 but wyn left at 1830. And all of us decided to extend the session till 2230. So we was inside this room for like 7hrs..?? *faint*

But neverthless, we had a great time today..!! At some point of time, we are pretty "high".. lols. Joanne and co. took videos of me while I was singing.. -.- They said they wanna threaten me with those videos. Hahas. :)

Btw. there's this frd of mine who's 15 yr old and she fall in love with this butch of her same age. She went to tell her that she like her, but got rejected. But despite so, I guess I still admired her guts of going forward to tell her. I tink not everyone can do tat anyway.

Quote of the Day - You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you aren't part of it.

Unknown Feeling..

2005-01-22T02:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday :

Hmms. Had quite a happening day today. But din really wanna blog much coz suddenly I lost my mood due to something… Shall not mention it here.. :X

Meet up with pipo (Edwin), and another Edwin who is pipo’s frd.. We had lunch together and took bus from tpy interchange to somewhere at Paya Lebar.. There’s this converse warehouse sale.. Got myself 3 polo-tee and 2 sleeveless shirt..

Then meet up with alex at tpy, and we played like 3 hrs of snooker.. He hurt his finger today, so was kinda of moody when playing the snooker.. I guess it hurts when he tried to hold the cue..

Then meet up with york yee at sun plaza (Sembawang). Went to buy tix for the seed of chucky movie and then had dinner at the foodcourt..

Here come the most interesting part of the day – I tripped and fell on the stairs of the cinema.. Luckily, we got in pretty early, and there’s no one there except us.. Me and york decided to go to the washroom, and I guess I missed a step and somehow fell 3 steps down.. Anyway, am still ALIVE. Juz some bruises at both side of the legs, skin came off, and most probably will blue-black after some days..

Btw, there’s nothing to be ashamed of.. I think “This thing that we call 'failure' is not the falling down, but the staying down.”

About the seed of chucky movie.. Tot it’s a horror show, but it turned out to be funny and hilarious most of the time.. Though my leg is quite painful, but I still managed to laugh like nobody’s business.. Btw, it’s my first time going for a movie with only 7 people (including 3 of us) in the cinema..

Had a great day today, but I cant bring myself to smile now..

Quote of the Day - It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does.

Long Weekend Is Coming...!!

2005-01-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday:

Let’s start with yesterday at office.. There’s juz this issue that tat’s kinda of hard to resolve with a Taiwan customer.. They juz cant find the particular invoice that they need to pay up at our side.. And it had overdue for 80 days today. *Worried* Apart from this, me and wyn had a kinda of heart-to-heart talk. It’s more like a sharing session.. :)

After work, went to meet patsy DEAR (she smacked me juz coz she din see the word “dear” behind her name for the past entries.!) and her friends (Ivy and Weichieng (is this how u spell it :X)) Went Cine Kbox to meet them, then we had Sushi for dinner (the one at Meridien) Food sucks, service sucks, and we found a tiny baby cockroach on our table.. We trapped it, and asked for the manager.. He was shocked upon seeing it, and said that he will give us 10% discount for the meal, but I told him it’s not the discount matter, but more of hygiene purposes. :X

In the end, we din get the discount, and we juz get out of the place as soon as possible too.. Then went PS for some window-shopping.. They brought a card from precious thot for a frd’s bday…

And before all of us go went home, Ivy suggested to take some photos together.. As usual, I dun really like to take pics, so I suggested to help.. But the gals juz dun go my way, they insisted on me taking the pics with them too.. Without much choices, we take turns to take pics with each another…

I was totally exhausted. My sister called and asked “how do you put pics in a CD?” and I repeated the qns as “how do you put CDs in a pic??” Lols. Patsy Dear was laughing away.. *slap forehead*

Today:

Had a real hectic day at work. Really work the ass out of me.. Dun really haf much time to go to loo too.. Stayed in for lunch too. *sad* A lot of things to clear as tml is a public holiday, but yet Fri is one of the busiest day for me in a week.. Anyway, the issue btw us and the Taiwan customer really scared the wit out of me… Juz for all ur info, once a invoice hit a overdue date of 30 days, we had to follow damn closely with the customer, and report accordingly to the management.. Somehow my this invoice hit 80 days.. I tink I will be seeing the manager real soon le.. I mean need to report this matter to her le. :X

Oh yah, they got this red team (Lenovo) meeting today, and I heard from them tat wyn’s going to be team leader for billing dept when she go over.. Happy for her.. :) Team lead at such a young age.. !! Btw, me and Seok lin had this “CodeRed” (Lenovo) and “Ocean Blue” (IBM) thingy…!!

Supposed to meet insurance agent today, but sis was too tired, so we postponed to next week. And therefore, I stayed in office longer to clear some stuffs…

Out of the blue. Pipo msged me today at ard 6pm, but I only saw it at ard 8pm.. Oops. Called him using office phone, and he’s at Paya Lebar for some converse warehouse sale. He asked me to go there and join him, and I too agreed with it. Then as I left the building, he msged me that it’s closing soon, so he will accompany there again tml.. Then we meet up at Toa Payoh station, and had dinner at Yishun BK together.! Yummy.! :)

Quote of the Day - A girl and a guy can be just friends, but at one point or another they will fall for each other..Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever...

I'm Caught Between Goodbye And I Love You.

2005-01-18T19:23:00.000+08:00

"I'm Caught Between Goodbye and I Love You" -- Karen Carpenter

I have something to tell you
And I know it won't be easy
I've been thinking these past few days
It might be time to leave
You're like a stranger
Then you're a lover
Never the same
Always hard to believe

I'm caught between goodbye and I love you
Never knowing quite where I stand
I'm caught between goodbye and I love you
Falling both ways no where to land
So constantly stranded
I can't understand it
This double life you've handed me
Is like the devil and the deep blue sea

If we go on much longer
If my doubts grow any stronger
Then I may have to let you go
If only to survive
Give me a reason
Why should I stay here
I've tried so hard
Just to keep love alive

I'm caught between goodbye and I love you
Never knowing quite where I stand
I'm caught between goodbye and I love you
Falling both ways no where to land
So constantly stranded
I can't understand it
This double life you've handed me
Is like the devil and the deep blue sea

Quote of the Day - You will come to understand someday. I leave not of disliking you, but more of I'm afraid of getting hurt.

Splendid And Fantastic 2nd Leave-In-Lieu..

2005-01-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

Had my second leave-in-lieu for New Year from IBM.. :)

Arranged to meet up with alex at East Coast Park (ECP) Mac at 12pm, but we ended up meeting at 12pm at amk train station. We had our lunch there, where we had chicken rice together.. Then we took bus 25 from amk interchange and we by-passed the flat he lived in. Hahas. Then we got off the bus and changed to another bus 55.

Finally, we reached ECP and the time was like 2pm.. We rented a double-bike for this “2hrs offer”.. We cycled all the way to the right end of ECP, where he brought me to the main road, and I managed to catch the sight of the aeroplane landing tracks.. We waited like 7mins (lesser I guess :X), but there’s juz no plane landing. *pout*

Actually, I wanted to cycle all the way to the left end of ECP, but he said tat the sky is turning dark, so it’s not a wise choice to do so.. Anyway, so we retuned the bike and really, it started drizzling… Hahas. Smart alex..!! :)

Then he brought me to the pool place.. According to him, this is oso one of his plans.. (I asked him to plan the programs for today) For the first time, we played “number balls” It’s like those snooker game, on the big green table, but the balls haf number on them, and it’s played with poker cards too… Seriously, I tink it’s quite fun..!! We played that for like 2hrs also..

After we ended our game, it stopped raining outside.. And so as part of the plan, we went back to the beach, and took some photos. I muz say I think I am a good photographer.. Hahas.!!

And then we got out of ECP where we brought some finger food to eat.. Proceeded to the bus-stop outside 7-11.. And we waited for this bus to arrive. He refused to tell me wad bus no. we are waiting for, coz he said like tat, it wont be a surprise to me.. *ignore*

So we waited, waited and waited.. Half an hour?? Duh.! Where got 1 bus took so long to arrive de? *faint* Then this guy go and check.. (At the later part of the day, he told me actually, we’re waiting for bus 853 so that we can head back to yishun, eat dinner and catch movie and I can get home easier and this whole thing is part of his plan, but he checked that 853 only operates on Fri, Sat and Sun.. Lols.) And we finally got up to the bus 31 which we got off at kallang mrt station. Again, all this while, I dunno wad’s going on. Juz follow him blindly.. :p

Walked to another side to a bus-stop and took bus 80 and then he refused to tell me where we heading to again.. Hahas. The journey is long and I was starving.. Btw, he promised me in the bus that we will arrive by 8pm. And we really did..!! We ended up at Compass point. And this’s coz when we were waiting for the bus outside ECP, I told him I never been there to walk b4, and so he took me there since there’s a change in plan… Lols. :)

We had western food at the foodcourt there.. And also a plate of carrot cake.. Then we walked ard there, and then we took bus 965 from the interchange there, and headed back to yishun. From there, he took bus 854 home…

Hahas.. For the whole day, we had been taking bus, bus and more buses.. Up and down. Up and down. Kinda of interesting too… Especially for someone like me, who seldom take buses.. And I had come across a few streets in Singapore tat I had never been before..

Btw, will post photo album soon.. So watch out..!! :)

Hey, it’s a great and fun ride the whole day..!! Thanks for trying ur best to plan out the program sheet though you din wan to tell me anything at all…:X I enjoyed the day a lot, and I hope you enjoy urs too.. Once again, thanks a million..!!

Quote of the Day - Nothing lasts forever, not the mountains nor the sea, but the times we had together, they will always be with me.

Juz Another Sunday..

2005-01-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

Woke up quite early this Sunday.. Supposed to reach sis's place by 10am with breakfast, but ended up waking up at only 10am instead.. Lols. :p

Anyway, we went back to Automobile Megamart again. Juz to settle somemore paper work for the new car, and bro-in-law's frd wanna change car too.. Btw, we are juz undecisive btw grey or sliver color. Hmms. Me tink grey color is better coz sliver is juz too common on the street le, and plus my bro-in-law current Lancer is also silver in color..

After that, we went ALOT of showflats at Novena side.. Really is ALOT. Okie, in fact I lost count of how many did we actually went.. Think they quite fancy one of them..

Then, time for dinner and shopping..!! We went expo, coz they wanted to continue shopping at the Robinson warehouse sale. Before that, we went the foodcourt for dinner first.. Anyway, the sale nothing much. I was bored. :X

And now, here I am sitting in front of com blogging.. Ciao.! :)

Quote of the Day - There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.

Confirmed Toyota Wish...

2005-01-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Bro-in-law msged me like 8am like the morning.. *slap forehead* Asked me to buy lunch for sis before 12pm.. In the end, gotta "put aeroplane" york n rong in lalala session (ktv). Sorry. Anyway, think u guys going tml, help you all save $$ hor.. :p

Then I went haircut after some unwilling-to-wake-up session.. *pout* Anyway, trimmed my hair, and tink I look neater now.. Hahas. Then back home to bath. Lost smthing tat I havent even use. *sad* Headed to sis's place. Brought the delifrance's potatoe ****** for lunch.. Fall in love with it, coz it's potatoe and cheese. Hahas. Wanna eat again!!! Brought that for my sis oso.. Yummy..!! :)

While having lunch together, I told my sis about you.. She din commented much, but guess she's quite happy *in the heart*. Anyway, describe abit about you to her lor.. Should haf tok bad abt you.. *bleah*

Then insurance agent came. My sis asked him to help me draw up a plan too.. So am getting a life insurance and need to pay 100+ every mth lor. Anyway, I choosed retirement age at 60. Surprise? 40 -> 60..!! Will confirm the policy on next Thurday.. Btw, actually getting a policy is oso one of my resolution this year..!! *happy*

Bro-in-law returned. Then we proceeded to Automobile Megamart at Ubi. They decided to get Toyota Wish.. It's those 7-seaters car oso, but according to sis, it's much more realistic, coz if we will to buy tat Peugeot, they'll haf a hard time to sell it out next time.. Coz its european type of car.. :X They asked me if I like it, hmms.. Seriously I still like tat Peugeot.. :(

Anyway, they had signed all the relevant docs.. And we ended up having dinner like at 9pm?? Anyway, they brought me to this place which I tink is Balestier, and we had this famous fish-head in those steamboat pattern.. It's was yummy, and the soup super sweet.. Nice.. Wanna eat again oso, but it's really not convenient to get there if no car... *Sob sob*

Then, they drove me home. Tml I going to get breakfast for them in the morning, and we gotta get back to the Automobile Megamart coz bro-in-law wanna get Toyota Wish oso.. Then most probably after tat, it's shopping time... :)

Quote of the Day - Those who are unwilling to invest in the future haven't earned one.

Super Busy At Office...

2005-01-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

Wow.. Today was really a super super busy day for me at office..!! Somehow things need to be done at the same time. And I came to a pt where I need to set priority to all the work.. Poor colleagues. If they want me to help them to get things done, pls queue up.. Lols.

Left office only like 1930. Walked to Expo MRT station. Realised the buildings over there was quite nice-looking at night time.. Strong breeze too. The feeling's nice.! :)

Oh yah, btw, I was taking the train alone to work today. I woke up late, and SN had this stomachache, and so we decided to go individually.. Took the East side line, and found a seat. Then I realised the gal on my right was doing some tutorial, and I saw it's written "School of Information Technology", but it's from TP.. Then I realised another gal on my right was reading some lecture notes.. Hahas..

Suddenly, I got this urge to go back to school.. Remembering those days where we used to copy tutorial answers from friends, play hp games in lecture hall, drew some funny stuffs on our lecture notes, juz simply becoz the lecture is damn freaking bored.. And not forgetting, sleeping on our lecture seats.. And there's always this period of time where there's not enough computers to use, coz everyone "chomp" the com with their bags..

I miss those days. I miss the malay stall food in our "Engine" canteen. I miss the chicken rice and western food in the business canteen. I miss the Mac, the Gecko. I miss school. Seriously, I dun mind having lots of projects, tests, quiz, exams now. But is there a way I can turn back the time??

Quote of the Day - To look backward for a while is to refresh the eye, to restore it, and to render it the more fit for its prime function of looking forward.

Thanks For Everything…!!! :)

2005-01-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

Quite okie at office today.. We had this meeting (mini lecture) for ard 3hr++ for this new system tat we’re going to use.. And I really pity the speaker coz he kanna shot down with a lot of hard-to-solve qns… Poor Indian guy..

Actually arranged with alex to catch a movie at Yishun, but last min, decided to get something for wynnie’s bday.. So we changed our plan and meet up at Orchard instead.. He’s also another poor thing.. I changed plan like so fast.. :X

On the way to Perlin’s Silver (PS) at Taka, we saw phy, zareen and annie.. Decided to meet up for dinner together. But in the meantime, me and alex will go PS to get wyn’s present. And the 3 of them will juz go to Far East to do some shopping first.

After buying the present, we walked to Far East to meet them.. Saw shaojing right in front of grand hyatt hotel. Then went over to find them at Level One. Had dinner at one of the coffeeshop in Far East. Alex paid for the dinner for everyone of us, and they will like shocked..?? Hahas. Especially zareen and annie. Alex, thanks anyway..

Then we went back to Taka. He wanna buy some cheese stick.. Brought 1 for me too though I’m like really full.. :X And we happened to see sisi and her bf.. Hahas. It’s like so coincidental the whole day.. And then she accompanied us to buy the food, and we walked to HMV, and then she left us to look for her bf..

Went to the metal music dept.. Dun really know most of the artists.. But this guy got funny interest like listening to metal music and collecting watches… Expensive hobbies. :X Btw, now I know an interesting fact abt rolex watch.! :) Anyway, he brought another metal music album. Oh, he juz brought one 2 days ago?? :X Hahas..

This time round, he send me back all the way to Yishun. We went NTUC, then cold storage to look for some tidbits for his show later on.. Hope he’s home now, coz his show started le.. :) Oh, thanks for carrying my laptop the whole day again.. Thanks for everything..!! :)

Quote of the Day - The smallest act of kindness is worth more than the grandest intention.

Sometime Love Juz Ain't Enough..

2005-01-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

Am tired.. :X

Anyway, meet up with alex at tpy today.. He accompanied me to dinner, and then we proceeded to snooker zone for some pool games.. Oh, he brought his "baobei" (personal cue) today. Did tried to use it, but seems like his "baobei" dun like me.. :X

Yah. First time he carried the bag for me. First time we played 9 ball (the last game.!) :X

Quote of the Day - Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion.

Think Abt It...

2005-01-10T17:12:00.000+08:00

I had been doing lotsa of thinking... Partly due to lotsa of concerns and advices from friends.. Are we doing the right thing? Are we making the right choice? Haf we really tot of all the possibilities? Everything we wanted is so real, yet so far.. Izzit really tat realistic to even tot of future, when we dun even know wat tml brings..?? Haf you ever had this experience - U planned so much for something, but somehow in the end, it dun happen accordingly too..!! I guess alot of us do haf such experience. It's due to you never know what will happen in the future.. Life become more and more uncertain nowadays, and yet human beings think too much. Compromise. It's such a great word, but how many people is doing it?? Perhaps it's time to do some soul-searching for the both of us. Perhaps it's time to think out of the box too.

Quote of the Day - The trouble with most people is that they think with their hopes or fears or wishes rather than with their minds.

Adulthood...

2005-01-10T03:14:00.000+08:00

The time now is 3.13am. I juz simply cant get to slp though Im kinda of tired after a whole day.. Anyway, finally I feel like a adult.. It's like the way we tok, and how we tok abt the future.. And it's only we had really do serious thinking, tat's why we had made our choice.. And I guess only adults can tok things like this.. Such straightfoward attitude, yet so bottom of the heart. It made me realised that I had grown up so much, and had been knowing wad I wan from myself, from others in the future.. At this pt of time, I really hope sis Jo know wat's happening to me, and I guess she will be glad too..!! Tml then I will post the "Quote of the Day".. Ciao..!!

For Friends…

2005-01-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

This is an entry for those frds who’re rather concerned abt my romance life recently… A lot of frds had been asking me.. Had been trying their very best to find out as much as possible.. Hahas.. Thanks guys and gals. But juz to let u all know.. A lot of things r juz not meant to be.. And yah, I hope you all uds wat I am trying to convey through this message.. Once again, thanks for all concerns and supports…!!

2nd Sis And Bro-in-law Getting New Car!!!

2005-01-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

Managed to sleep till 1pm plus coz it’s Sunday (but did woke up interval to sms you.. lols. :) ) 2nd sis and bro-in-law came over to our hse, and brought me out for lunch.. Hahas. They waited for me to wash up, bathed, and we’re out the hse..!!

After lunch, we went to amk hospital to visit my uncle (mum’s bro!) I tink he fell down tat day, and got a mild stroke. But actually he was rather okie when we visited him today.. But he kept on crying. Duh.! Guess he’s too emotional, and perhaps he had always been so healthy, so feel kinda of depressed when falling sick..

Then managed to see cousin, Jo (ah hong). It had been a long time since I last saw her, like 5-6 years. We dun even get to see each other during CNY all these years.. Anyway, she’s like my siblings’ age, so quite a big age gap too… :X

After visiting, we went to some car showcase.. Walked right into Peugeot.. Sis and bro-in-law was very keen on Peugeot 407 at first, and then dunno why they fall in love with the Peugeot 306 sw.. Tat’s more of a continental car… Then they even test drive the car, and wow, there’s this big piece of glass roof.. Fantastic..!! It’s spacious coz it’s meant to be a 7-seaters car, but I guess they’re going to remove the 2 back seats, so that they can put their golf-bags…

Though we haven’t confirm in getting tat car, but I guess they had already decided more or less.. Coz according to my sis, she said that they had always wanted a car like this, and oso this car got all the features, no lack of anything.. And if they’re going to take it, they’re going for black color…

Btw, the lady serving us had been very patient and kind.. Good customer service..

Then, we went Mitsubishi too.. And Mercedes Bemz.. I saw my dream car – SLK.. Nice and gorgeous..!!

Then dinner. And they send me home.!

Quote of the Day - To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides

Mahjong Session On A Saturday…

2005-01-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

Meet up with alex at 12pm today. Went blk 925 there to eat lunch at the dessert house.. Hahas. Had popian, and ice kachang w/o red beans.. Lols. :)

Brought a cake and curry puffs and took bus 859 to York Yee (yy)’s place.. Zheng rong and yy’s mum was waiting for us to start our mahjong session.. hahas..

In a nutshell, yy’s mum is a mahjong pro.. Kept having “hua shang hu” (After “flower” tile, then game le..!!) Anyway, I tink last game she purposely let me win oso.. Hahas. Thanks auntie! Btw. I lost 14 bucks, and alex oso lost 11 bucks.. And zheng rong lost only 2 bucks.. Hahas. He’a really like a human radio.. BTH.. :X

Oh yah, there’s a few games alex helped me pay de.. *shy* coz I lost until no money le.. Hahas.. And after all that, he took train with me to yishun, and took bus back.. :)

In a nutshell, yy’s mum is really a friendly woman, a friendly mum.. *envy yy le* Never fail to make me laugh too.. So pro to correct Zheng rong’s english leh.. Hahas.. Then saw yy’s dad oso… Cool cool de. Quiet person, tink he oso shy la.. As for yy, she had been a good host I muz say, coz all of us enjoy ourselves to the fullest today..!! Thanks.!!

Quote of the Day - Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish it's source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

Jay Chou Looked-Alike…!!!

2005-01-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

Friday :

OMG! OMG! OMG~~!! On my way home in the train, I saw this guy who looked so much alike Jay Chou..!! I tink he alighted the train during somerset or orchard station.. And I was standing at his 8 o’clock direction, so I can see his side view very clearly. And he looked exactly like Jay Chou..!!

When he came in, I was like “alex alex, tat guy looked like jay chou..!! OMG~~!!” (Btw, alex accompanied me on the train till amk station) I dunno whether tat guy got heard me anot. *dun-care look* I cant help but kept on looking at him…

Let me describe him abit. He wore this red net cap, and he got this piercing on his left ear, and so he had this shiny stub on it..!! *cool!* And he wore this black sleeveless shirt (singlet) with jeans.. And he carry a some sort of haversack.. He’s tanned-looking with 180 height.. OMG~~!! Super look like Jay..!! I feel like walking in front of him, and asked “Will you marry me?” Hahas.. :X

Then alex asked me wanna take pic of him anot.. I immediately said yes la.. Hahas. Then we used his camera phone to capture his pic.. Hahas.. (Guess alex muz be thinking “this gal standing beside me is insane…” Hahas..)

Okie.! Enough of “Jay Chou”! Hahas. Hope to see him again.. :X

Today at work, atmosphere completely damn tense… Early in the morning, everyone was like “You wat time 1-1 with tien chern (our manager)??” Coz the results for who’s staying at IBM (blue team) or going over to Lenovo (Red team) was postponed from yesterday to today!!

Although I knew that I am safely belong to IBM long ago, but cant help and feel the tension there.. Surprisely, tien chern called me for 1-1 session too (am the last one.!) She told me tat she had announced the results to everyone, and she explained to me that though, I am not affected by this “marriage btw the companies”, but she cant really define my job scope yet.. And so, she somehow apologized. *scared-to-death look*

Anyway, we din really haf a big meeting to disclose who’s in or out.. But I already know who’s in the list.. For AR side is Seok Lin (She super happy to go over.!), Lu-wen (accepted her fate eventually), and Lynn (As if nth happen..)! For billing side, is wynnie (ok, Im super sad that she’s leaving, guess she’s sad too!), Joanne (not much reaction), and a “contract worker” (SN or Jason) But most likely, is SN..!! Haiz.. This is big tragedy of the day!! They will move over 1st April (the earliest), or June (the latest)!!

Meet up with zhiwei and alex at Bugis after work.. Surprisely, alex was the last to arrive.. Then we walked to the big hawker centre in Bugis Street to haf dinner. Then we walked to NTUC (get some drinks), and alex donated some money again.. Hahas.. Then we went Pool Junction. Super crowded today. Left our name there, but decided to go somewhere else to play..

Walked to a few place, and finally settled at this pool place with arcade, beside the food court at Paraiz Centre.. hahas. I trashed both of them.. alex hate the cue there, and zhiwei wasn’t tat good at pool.. I stayed as winner for ard 7 games. And last game, both of them had the game, and then we left.. Oh yah, played Daytona in the arcade too, and both of them played this “haunting house game” (shooting game!)

Hahas. Here’s come the funny part..!! There’s this victim in the game that will pass “life span” to the players.. But you cant determine which player will get it, it’s more like pure luck who he/she gives to…

(I was standing in-between them, slightly behind)
Me : Why the victims kept giving alex life span??
Alex : I shuai mah!!

Totally BHB,! Totally hilarious! :)

Walked out of the centre.. Zhiwei pulled my bag (with laptop) from me again.. And he being mr nice guy, carried the bag for me all the way to mrt station..!! Actually I feel this sharp pain in my toe, knew there’s a blister le.. But I din say out, and continue walking..

Me: Haiz. Sianz. Me alone all the way home again.. Damn far.!
Alex : I can take the same mrt track with you, then took 854 from yishun bus interchange back to hougang..
Me : huh?
Zhiwei : I oso can mah.. Then from yishun, take bus 969 back to tampines.!!
Me : you 2 dun try to be funny kaes!! :X

If you’re reading this, thank you for ur patience..!! Coz this’s a super long entry, guess the longest I ever had…

Quote of the Day -What makes life worth living is knowing that one day you'll wake up and find the person that makes you happier than anything in the whole world. So don't ever lose hope and give up, everything turns out okay and the good guy always wins.

Happy Or Sad?

2005-01-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday to Today :

Yesterday. Went to meet York Yee at PS right after work.. Went straight to Precious Thot to get the forever friends bear (pink) for Patsy.. No special occasion though, but York Yee said she like, so we shared the gift for her.. Then to PastaMania for dinner. Back to Yishun to meet Patsy. Went Starbucks for like 1 hour plus.. Too tired, so decided to go home early like 10pm.. Anyway, york yee, contragz on the family good news…!! :)

Today, after work, meet alex at amk for dinner. I asked him to decide where to dine, coz I am pretty stressed at work today. He suggested Pizza.. Hahas. Yest, I juz told york yee I feel like eating pizza, but we didn’t… Anyway, stupid train. I can only board the 3rd train in city hall, coz it’s juz too crowded..

And after dinner (dinner’s on him.! Thanks.!), we decided to go home.. When I reached home, immediately, I feel like playing bball.. Dunno why. Anyway, then I juz grabbed the ball and went over to Nee Soon C.C. Saw this guy that looked exactly like ______ .! I even asked whether his name is ______. Okie, I know I was dumb :X. 1st he is not a bball player, and secondly, 2nd his hse is so far from yishun. But still….. Haiz.

Anyway, played in his team for a friendly game. And we won.! He really looked like him :X

Btw, alex juz shared a piece of good news with me.. He striked lottery.. Hahas. But 150 bucks only la. The no. is 2122. Hahas. Why he buy this no.? Coz my age and his age. (according to him, count in ah moh type) *faint* So funny rite? Then he “beat” the no. 4 times. If he dun beat, oso will strike la. Although I told him it’s not a lot of money, but it’s the luck tat counts. I always tink it’s so freaking hard to strike lottery..

Quote of the Day - Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved.

First Working Day Of The Year..!!

2005-01-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

Went back to office today.. Wasn’t tat busy today, but the time flies really fast.. I din go out for lunch coz SN was sick, and I was rather lazy though jean they all did asked me to join them for lunch.. In the end, they packed lunch for me… :)

At 2pm, we had this AR weekly meeting.. It turned out to be a chatting session among the ladies.. Hahas.. eng leong, who was the only guy was with jean outside discussing some test cases stuffs.. The rest of us juz stayed in the meeting room and tok, including our team lead, Lena..

We tok abt the IBM and Lenovo thing, coz the results on who’s going to the blue or red team will soon be release.. Predicted on the 6 Jan, but they guess by tml, some of them will know, coz they haf this 1-1 session with the manager.. Hahas.. We tok abt the post-new-year celebration too..

And yah, towards the end, I was told to stay over coz Lena wanna go through the flow of AR dept with me… Spend like half an hour with her alone.. Actually, I’m quite scared.. But still quite ok, she’s not tat bad after all..

After work, meet up with phy and alex at TPY.. Went to a coffeeshop for dinner, and then proceeded to snooker zone.. As usual, alex is still the most pro among us.. Hahas. But I managed to snook him a few time.. Hahas. *grinz* And got ball-in-hand. Lols.

After that, coz me and phy had this craving for ice-cream, so we went to Swensen’s. alex had latte (izzit latte?), while me and phy shared a banana split. Hahas. After that, we went home individually..

Btw. Dad got flu. Mum got fever. I am like so freaking scared, coz I am like in a house of virus.. Can someone juz keep on reminding me to drink more water, and eat more fruits??

Quote of the Day - Couldn't feel much better, when I'm here with you. You make everything seem so easy, I'm telling you the truth. You never try to please me, but somehow, you always do.

Contradiction Between Ideals And Real World…

2005-01-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

Was raining really heavy today, but despite so, I still “run” out of hse to Toa Payoh to meet alex, pipo, and to my surprise, Sinyee oso… Tot she will haf to leave to meet her friends, before my arrival..

Was late today while meeting them.. Thanx to the rain, and oso thanx to alex, coz he woke up quite late, and then we only arranged the time to meet up at the very last min… And also, seriously, I was starving while waiting for him to wake up… Hahas.. But he quite nice, asked me wanna bring umbrella to me anot, coz of the heavy rain.. But today, I brought a umbrella from hm too, or else I cant walk to MRT station too…

Had lunch at Banquet Foodcourt.. Nice Roti Prata there… Then went play pool at snooker zone.. Sinyee left quite soon. And only left the 3 of us… alex is still the most pro among the 3 of us.. Played winner-stay mode. And he kept winning.. Me and pipo was passing the cue to each other only.. .Hahas…

Then ended our pool session like 630pm.. And accompanied pipo to take dinner at ljs.. And then actually we (me and alex tot of going amk to play CS), but in the end we changed our mind, and decided to take a walk at Bishan.. So, pipo went hm, while me and alex took bus 88 to bishan..

Reached J8 and then I showed him ard.. Coz I tink he quite long din come over to bishan, so was rather surprised by all the changes like extension of the buildings, new shops etc…

We went to the coffeeshop next to NTUC to haf our dinner.. We wanted to eat duck rice, but it was sold out… *faint* I had noodle then, while he ordered hor fun.. Poor guy.! Waited like at least 20 mins for the hor fun.. Hahas.

After dinner, showed him where’s the bishan KTV.. Not many ppl know kaes!! Hahas.. Then we went NTUC to buy sweet and drink.. Hahas.. I insisted on paying, coz he paid for the drinks at dinner, then he said since I dun wan him to pay, so he donated the money into the box for the Tsunami aid… *grinz*

Then after that, we parted at the bus interchange. He took a bus back, while I took the train. Btw, we really tok a lot today.. Hahas.. A lot about ideals. But there’s still a contradiction btw ideals and real world.. :X Anyway, had fun today and thanx for accompanying me..!!

Quote of the Day - Do something. If it doesn't work, do something else. No idea is too crazy.

Happy New Year..!! 2005, Shirley Reporting..!!

2005-01-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday to Today :

We're allowed to leave at watever time, as long as you finished ur work at IBM yesterday.. I left at ard 2pm, and meet up with Zhiwei and SiSi at Tampines Century Square first. Had lunch at the foodcourt, and roamed ard the Tampines Mall.

Took train to marina bay, where Huifang boarded the train we are in at bedok station.. When we reached there, took one of the bbq place tat provided transport to and fro from the MRT station..

Reached there, and had a table under the side of the shelter.. Started eating. And zhiwei's frd, Alex came and joined us.. But who knows? Suddenly, it began raining.. *faint* The wind is blowing in the rain onto our table.. And it juz got heavier and heavier.. Hahas.. Without a choice, we "evacuated" from the table and waited at the side for another table..

But it was damn crowded, and the boss was like so freaking busy.. So we waited for ard half an hour to get a new table.. Anyway, we ate and when we're almost ready to leave, it started raining again.. *slap forehead*

Btw, while they're waiting for the new table, I went to buy cigarettes.. Suddenly feel like smoking.. Dunno why. Then went there's this mama shop that only sell LIMO cigarette, I then proceed to walk to my right.. The shop over there got no change for my 50 bucks.

Then I walked back. And from there, procceeded to my left.. There's this 2 shops that dun sell cigarettes oso.. Finally found this coffeeshop, brought cigarette and lighter.. Then went walking out of the coffeeshop, I accidently dropped the lighter.. And guess wad? It's in a puddle of dirty water.. Arghs. Went back to get another lighter..!!

Never know that it's so hard to smoke.. :X

Went to arcade after that. Then they suggested playing pool. Then walked to this place (It's still raining), where they tot there's still pool shop there, but it had closed down already.. Sad case. Walked back to arcade place again, where it's a pool shop upstair..

I played 3 game of pool with Alex, while the rest was so addicted to the machine (photo hunt.!). Then they took over the pool table, while me and Alex went to play snooker. I kana trashed but less than 50 pts. Still, he claimed that I'm good.! :X

We left like 11pm. And back to the steamboat place, coz we had a trip back.. Guess wad? We took a pick-up coz it's over 1030 so they provide less vans... Huifang took the front seat (coz she was wearing skirt), and the rest of us took the back.. Wah. It's my first time in a pick-up. IT WAS FANTASTIC.! So windy, so fun..!! The pick-up was going quite fast, coz there're lesser cars over there, and lesser traffic light.. I was screaming at some pt, and felt so high..!! Put ur hands up in the air..!!

Reached the MRT station. Then we had this joke that we pay the uncle money to bring us ard Singapore in a pick-up... Hahas. Meet up with another frd of ZhiWei. Kenneth. We travelled to City Hall, and walked to Esplanade. Had our count-down there, and proceeded to Marina Square for our movie at 1250am.

Before that, we went to Macs and packed some food. And went up the cinema. Brought popcorns and drinks. We really can eat (even after steamboat). Lols. Watched the movie, Kungfu Hustle. Damn funny yet lame. Hahas.

Called phy after the show. Tot of meeting her, and going over to her place for the night. But dunno left her how many missed calls. Then they decided to stay out with me.. We walked back to esplanade, while thinking where to go.. Every single place in Singapore came across our mind.

Then we decided to cab to Cinelesiure. Then cant find any cab. So in the end, we walked there. From Esplanade to Cinelesuire. During the journey, there's this drizzling. :X

Btw, I din bring any shoe to change. So I'm wearing my office heels. And I brought my laptop with me, and so my bag was really heavy. Luckily, some of the time, Zhiwei did helped me to carry my bag.. Hahas. *grinz*

Reached Cine like 430am. Wanted to go K-box but realized that it was far too expensive.. Decided to go K-pool instead. But Zhiwei and Huifang decided to go off first. Guess they're tired. :X

So, left the 3 of us.. Me, Alex and Kenneth. We played winner stay mode. The 3 of us had equal winnings. Both of them are quite pro too.. Amazed by Alex's double center or double last.!! Asked him to teach me someday..!! Kenneth is a more quiet compared to Alex.. Hahas. Anyway, kenneth wanted a drink, so he went to buy for the 2 of us too...

Before he's back, the pool management told us to haf our last game, coz they're closing. 6am. So when Kenneth's back, we decided to go elsewhere to haf our drinks. We went to out of Cine, and sat outside only. We talked abt the places we went for pool, and they praised me on how well they're amazed by my pool skills. Hahas..

Then we parted with Kenneth from there, while Alex walked to train station with me. He's taking to Hougang. Anyway, both of them are meeting up at 730am, coz they got some volunteery work (army) coz of the Tsunami aid at SPH. So they're going hm to change only, and out of hse again.! They best!

Anyway, I reached home like 7am, concussion straight away. And here I am, waking up only after 10 hours, which is 5pm..

In a nutshell, had fun last night.! Juz gotta know Alex and Kenneth, but can click quite well *happy* We promised to meet out some other day.. Hahas. And 2005, here I am!!

I feel like turning straight.! :X

Quote of the Day - Every man should be born again on the first day of January. Start with a fresh page. Take up one hole more in the buckle if necessary, or let down one, according to circumstances; but on the first of January let every man gird himself once more, with his face to the front, and take no interest in the things that were and are past.

Last Day Of The Year 2004!! (Summary)

2004-12-31T09:47:00.000+08:00

*Started writing since 26 Dec, coz I know I wont have the time to finish it in one shot*

2004.. Had been a year full of ups and downs.. In fact, that’s “life”!! Hahas..

Anyway, kicking off the year, I continued having attachment at OCBC for 1 last month.. Great working experience.! Great supervisors like Mr Phuc, Mr Quek and Mr Wong.. And great thanks to Ms Yarny Chang (My school supervisor for attachment)

February. Back to school for FYPJ (Final Year Project). Partnered with own classmate, Terry, but he’s a well-known slacker.. :X Assigned some “e-fire drill” project whose supervisor is Mr Wong Twee Wee (Tweety.!) who is also a slacker to me.. :X The project really squeeze the shit out of me..!! Really tot I would flunked the semester, in fear of repeating my final year! Glad it was over…!!

At the same time, gotta know the Bananas (including Kimberly) through phy’s sis Germz, at this Chinese New Year gathering at their place.. Made her my god-sis though I had fallen in love with her instantly since her first smile at me..!! Eventually, things still dun work out for the both of us.. There’s a lot of ups and downs after knowing her.. But w/o any doubts, getting to know her is one of the greatest thing tat can happen to me.. At certain point, she had become the biggest part of me.. Maybe I should say year 2004 = Kimberly Chong.!

Graduated from NYP at the last day of April.. (Abit earlier compared to those in academic) Applied for sign on to army as combat specialist. Had a part-time job at Research Plus, which is totally telephone surveying..!! (Gotta know von and liyan though.!) The job sucks. But again, It’s the experience.. Concurrently, some mess at home and I realized I am going through wat they called the “quarter-life crisis” Attended 06’bbq and 05’ chalet.! (Really tot that’ll be the last chalet I am going. :X)

Then, quitted my job there, and rotted all the way to 26 June.. My 20th Bday! Finally, stepped into the age starting with “2”! At the same time, have this interview by the army side.. (Seriously, their response is simply damn slow.!) And then thanx to Kandy.. Joined Singapore Press Holdings (SPH) in August as a Customer Service Office (CSO)!! A 1-2 mth contract.! Went for army medical checkup (PES A!!) and NAPFA test! (Trained like hell.! :X)

Quitted SPH job after 2 mths plus. (due to some reasons.!), but gotta know a lot of ppl from there! (The boss, Mr Ernest Wee ,Cecilia, Kat, June, Ann, Eileen, Jorin, Jalene, Seto, Dina, Mindy, Dan Mui, May) Didn’t end up joining army too due to the vocation I wanted had been taken up, and so I need to wait till year 2005.. But seriously, God knows how long I need to wait in 2005?

Anyway, thanx to Xiuling, in order to keep me occupied, she introduced me into NTUC Income. Helped out at the Finance Dept, under a damn-funny supervisor, Wendy.. Stayed there for ard 3 weeks only, coz had a 1-yr contract offer from IBM (Thanx to SN.!) Through I had left NUTC Income, but meet a great lot of pals there like Huifang, Sisi, HuiQun, Zhiwei, Leslie.. Seriously, I had a great time there, working and having fun at the same time.. Laughters always keep us going..!!

Officially joined IBM on the 1st of Dec. Account Receivable Dept. Through the working place is at EXPO (kinda far from my place) but I haf gotten a reasonable salary to make it up.. I’m still picking up at office, but things is going great now..!!

Another big happening towards the end of the year was that my sis, Jo had discovered my real identity.. Tat’s was really a tough time, coz our sister-relationship was really on the rocks.. But guess everything’s over, and we never really tok abt it again..

In a nutshell, it had been a very fruitful and eventful year for me.. I would also like to take this chance to thanx everyone ard me, friends or family.. Let’s say goodbye to year 2004, and welcome year 2005 with open arms…!! :)

Quote of the Day - For last year's words belong to last year's language. And next year's words await another voice. And to make an end is to make a beginning.

Last 2nd Day Of December...

2004-12-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

Work at usual. But SN told me that there's some rumours btw me and wym.. Expected.

Brought back my laptop home today.! (In fact, am using the laptop to blog) Waited like 10 days for the password thingy to approve, which I can link to IBM network and internet at home.. :)

Will finish a new template for my blog. Getting ready for year 2005.!

Quote of the Day - The object of a new year is not that we should have a new year. It is that we should have a new soul.

Forever My Fault.

2004-12-29T13:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday lunch was a memorable one coz it’s a lunch organized by the whole of AR dept.. Though it’s only 10 one of us in the AR team, but it’s really a rare chance for us to haf lunch together.. Too bad, Lu-wen is not there, and our manager Tien Chern din join us too.. But still, it’s a nice one.! Buffet lunch at Sakura at Tampines Sarfra.

Meet up with Bok, Sabrina, and yu xiang at PS with SN. Went Piazza for dinner, and went to play pool at Monstercue. Saw Dina there too. :)

Then went home.

To you : There’s nothing much to say since you never believe my words at all.. If I’m such a person to you, then be it. The disappointment in you is juz too much for me to bear.

Guess tonight will be home early.

Quote of the Day - There can be no deep disappointment where there is not deep love.

Leave In-Lieu.!

2004-12-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

Lucky me.! Dun haf to report to work today coz it’s my leave in-lieu..!!

Meet up with phy before noon, and traveled to army market at Lavender.. Lunch there, and brought wyn’s deuter bag..!! Not cheap sia..!! Anyway, hope she like it..!!

We went to Chinatown after tat, to meet dajie and angela at kbox.. geraldine and her sis joined us shortly after tat too.. Got a jar of free coke, coz some kbox personnel wanna know ger’s sis.. Hahas..!!

Me and phy left at ard 1830. And went down to orchard to meet her sis, gwen and a guy called kiat..!! We was queuing at N.Y.D.C. and I suggested we should go Marche.! And so we walked there, and found out that the queue was damn freaking long. So we went back to N.Y.D.C.!

Had a table tat is like out of the shelter roof, and guess wad? It started drizzling..!! We had already ordered the food so it’s coz like we cant leave. Duh.! But luckily, we had this table with cushion sofa, and most importantly, we are sheltered..!!

Btw. Got this gal called “Shirley” (trainee) working at N.Y.D.C. and she’s really not bad-looking.. Very clean and sweet look! Then, phy, gwen, germz, and kiat began to teasing me.. There’s really a few embarrassing moments.. eg. I was looking at the menu, and gwen goes “Shirley!”, and I went “yes?” Actually, she was calling out to that another Shirley who’s standing behind me.. *slap forehead*

Then there’s a moment where she’s shifting the tables coz of the drizzling, and they asked me to go help her.. *faint* Anyway, I did.! Hahas.. The last part is the worst I guess.. I was saying abt taking her no. from her, and I din know she was standing by our table only.. I quickly keep quiet and turn to another side.. Was damn shy lor..!!

Anyway, gwen asked her for no. for me..! I wanted to ask her after the bill, and when we’re almost leaving, but gwen asked before me..! Oh yah, she’s only 17, from Peicai Sec, and is single. Lols. *wink* Anyway, I hope she is not taken aback by our “crazy” actions…!!

So ppl, please look out for this gal called “Shirley” at N.Y.D.C. outside Hereen only..!!

Btw. kim and wen came to look for us..!! We walked to Cine, coz gwen wanted to buy sunglasses, but I guess didn’t.! And kim and wen left first coz wen need to get hm..

We went to play pool coz gwen wants to see.. Duh.! Btw, I din stay long, coz dad called.. btw. this is the first time I had dinner with gwen.. She’s quite a nice and cool gal too..!!

Home sweet home.!

Quote of the Day - Life is 50% learning, 50% crap. - Laughter is the spark of the soul.

Boxing Day At Sentosa..!!

2004-12-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

Slept till 1330 today..!! Coz I saw the show “so close” at channel 8.. 3 beautiful and cool women.. Too bad, some part was censored (tat’s wht you say.!) Hopefully, some day, we can watch it together w/o the censored part.! :)

Anyway, elder sis, Jasmine had booked this chalet room at Sijori Resort, and invited brother, Darry.. Then I oso dunno how.. Bro invited us to go.. And mum invited sis Jo.. And I oso dunno who invite Sis Annie..

Ard 3pm, sis Jo and bro Darry’s car was downstairs to fetch us (mum, dad and me).. Then I followed sis Jo’s car, while dad and mum got into bro’s car..

Then from there, we proceeded to Sentosa.. Went to the chalet room first.. Rest awhile, and walked to Siloso beach which is nearby.. The kids had fun there, but Javier simply is too afraid to get down to the sand.. Lols. Then a place (i dunno wht it called) to play water..

Went back to the chalet place.. The kids began to haf their evening swim there.. And at the same time, sis Annie arrived..!! And all of us went back to the chalet room.. The babies had their milk and porridge session.. Bet all the adults are starving..!! :(

Then all of us went to fetch their own cars.. Then 4 cars was followed each other, where 3rd bro-in-law leaded the way to the Sentosa food centre... Hahas. So fun..!! Over there, we had seafood there.. It’s been a long time since all of us sit on the same round table, having dinner together.. Anyway, you can hardly get the food across the table, coz it’s damn far away..!! :X

Total strength of my family – 16
1. dad & mum
2. elder sis Jasmine & bro-in law Keong, kids Gledon and Gladys
3. bro Darry & sis-in-law Madelene, kids Javier and Jerome
4. 2nd sis Joesphine & bro-in-law Michael
5. 3rd sis Annie & bro-in-law Fliex, kid Rachel
6. Last but not least, ME!

I tot we finally had a chance to take family photo, but in the end, we didn’t..!! Din really haf the opportunity to take pics.. Guess this wish of mine will only be fulfill by next year June..!! *waiting patiently*

So happen to be today is 26th (lucky date)! Another 6 more months from today..!!

Seriously, I miss you and you!!

Quote of the Day - If the family were a fruit, it would be an orange, a circle of sections, held together but separable - each segment distinct.

Merry Christmas 2004!!

2004-12-25T19:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday to Today:

Had to report to work as usual. Supposed to be a full-day, but the management decided to let us go off at 2pm.. Went Bugis to do some really last-min Christmas shopping..

Then, proceeded to phyllis’s place. Saw germz, jolyn and charlotte. Finally saw charlotte face to face. Hahas. Rotted for 1 hour plus and then helped to fetch Liyan (Elaine). Ping and Jacky (her bf) came soon after that. Yiting was the last one.! Lols.

As usual, only I tried to help out at the kitchen, where phy’s mum was preparing dinner for us.. Oh mann.!! The curry was damn nice.!! *dripping saliva* After dinner, we had this meeting on whether to go KTV which we had already reserve juz for in case.. It’s ard 40 bucks per pax, and we felt that it’s abit crazy paying tat amt of money…

I suggested we catch the movie “kungfu hustle” at 0140 instead. And so, we rang Annie up (Supposed to meet her at 10pm), asking her if she wanna watch, coz we wanna book tixs. She claimed that she got morning shift next day, but she want us to accompany her longer.. Started to sound unhappy. I juz dun uds, she dunwan us to watch at 0140, so that we can accompany her, but the show will end ard 3am plus.. How much difference is there??

Anyway, we brought dinner for her and all our “to-be-exchange-presents” to orchard to meet her after her work.. During the journey there, she msged us dun bother to meet her, coz she taking bus back home.. All of tried sms and called her, but no pt, she refused to listen to anyone of us.. In the end, we continue to celebrate Christmas w/o her.. :x

We walked to Cinelesuire to buy the tixs. Last min, all of us decided to watch “Meet the Fockers” at 2am. After that, we walked ard orchard area.. Taking photos and trying to “siam” from all the snow foams from those spray cans.. In the end, we decided to buy some cans too, to “protect” ourselves..

What I mean “protect” her is if someone spray at us, we will juz spray back at them.. Poor yiting.! She juz re-bond her hair, so she cant wash her hair for 3 days, and so we brought those santa clause hat for her, and at the same time, all the gals oso brought 1 to protect their hair.. Except me..!!

Then came poor liyan. She kept on kana sprayed by passer-by strangers.. So most of the time, we are in and out of washrooms.. Lols. Btw, I am the camera-man for last nite, took lightings, Christmas trees, and oso pics of them.. Hahas.

Btw, can you imagine standing in front of the Christmas tree, looking to the camera, smiling and hoping to take a pic of it, and at this time, some idiots walked pass, and sprayed those foams onto ur face?? Tat’ wad we get last nite.!! Think yt and liyan was totally pissed off.. But this is juz Christmas celebration..!! Anyway, to me, I tink it’s juz pure fun..!!

The lame part is that we din really hear the countdown of the Christmas… All we know is that when we get into the crowd, everyone kept on spraying those foams on us.. And how do we know it’s already 12? When we got even more foam coming on our face…!! *slap forehead*

Got out of crowd, went the washroom at Lucky Plaza. I suggested tat we had a place to get some rest, perhaps some drinks or finger-food. And at the same time, to avoid the crowd at the moment first.. We had some drinks and breads at this shop at Lucky Plaza too. Proceeded with the gift-exchange session and photo-taking session..

Hahas. We had 3 attempts of the drawing of lots for the gift-exchange. Coz during the 1st 2 attempts, I got no.4. I hate no.4! *looking at kim* Juz joking la. Juz tat they said the gift at no.4 is of no purpose to me, so all of us re-draw the lots.. And opened the presents on the spot. I got Esprit towel..!! Cool!!

I told them to leave ard 0115 though it’s only 15 mins walk to cine, but I foresee that we will get sprayed again, and end up in the washroom of cine again.. And yes, I am damn so right..!! We got massive spraying on us while waiting to cross the traffic light at cine.

Then the movie, “Meet the fockers” Damn hilarious and funny..!! Btw, it’s NC16, coz contains some sex subjects.. Anyway, the baby jack in the show is so adorable..!! Although it’s a nice movie, but some of us cant help but dozed off at certain part of the show, was really too tired.. Lols. At certain parts, I was like shutting my eyes, and leaving my ears open only.. Hahas..

After the show (ended ard 0415), me and ping kept on “ass-hole~~” and doing the baby hand sign of “poo” or “shit” Lols. Liyan left us for home, and the rest of us took a cab back to phy’s place.. Although it’s illegal for 5 person to take a cab, but I guess the driver was one kind soul anyway..!!

Cut the strawberry cheese cake made by yt. And all of us sleep wherever we feel like.. I guess I’m the first to sleep.. I went germz’s room where’s there’s a empty mattress.. Btw her room already had 4 person inside (including her excluding me)

Woke up at 6 or 8am. Cant really remember. Walked to the living hall, and only saw phy’s mum. Then I knew the rest had left w/o me. Then her mum said something like “why wake up so early, go and continue to sleep!” I was like “okie” and walked back to germz’s room to sleep.. Lols.

Received a call from Dad at 10am, asking where am I.. Then I woke up and left phy’s place ard 1030am. Back home. Sleep again. But was like sleep, wake up, sleep, wake up.. Arghs. Fully awake by 2pm..

Supposed to meet sisters today. But they all put “aeroplane” on me..!! Then meet Jess under her void deck to pass her the Christmas present. Yesterday nite supposed to meet her while am at town, but she went into Zouk before I reached there.. Anyway, jess, thanx for the prezzie.!

And thanx all for all the prezzies too!! Though, haven’t really open most of them!

I guess this is one of the best Christmas celebration I ever had..!! Cheers..!!

Quote of the Day - May Peace be your gift at Christmas and your blessing all year through!

Oops..

2004-12-24T10:22:00.000+08:00

OMG! I forgot to mention something impt abt last nite..

I RANG JELYN UP! She's back in S'pore (through Kandy), and so I gave her a call.. Anyway, i said she din even call me since she's back, and she argued that I din send her off tat time... So sweetie, we are quit.! Lols.

As usual, she really know how to sweet-talk.. Lols. *shivering* She's still the same old her - flirtatious.! Lols. I oso sama sama la. :X

Hopefully, can meet up with her b4 she go back to Australia..

Eve *2 Of Christmas!!

2004-12-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Work as usual today.. Received a gift from my manager, and a few bags of sweets from the staffs over there.. Hahas.

Supposed to go look for wyn’s present today, and oso to pass Glendon and Gladys’s gifts to them.. But last min, me and wyn decided to exchange our gift on new year instead due to insufficient time to find the perfect gift we want. Lols.

So, I meet up with ex-SPH colleagues for dinner at Punggol.. In fact, I cab down and it’s actually called this Puggol Marina, and the place we are eating is called “Ubin Seafood”. It’s inside of Marina Country Club, I can said that if you dun owe a car, pls dun ever try to get there urself. U might get killed there. :X But I guess they’re getting the train system up there..

There’s a nice scenario over there. A seaview. Super nice. Got to meet a ex-colleagues of SPH too, called Brenda. She’s working at IBM now, but different building as mine. Basically, we had seafood for dinner. :X Crabs and buns, fish, kangkong, crayfish, fried squids etc.. Food quite tasty, but the service was fair only..

After dinner, time to unwrap presents.! Then, we took photos like for an 1 hour plus.. *slap forehead* Took both normal camera and those instant photos too.. Brenda’s bf came. And helped us with the photo-taking session :X In the end, all of us brought a few instant photos home..

Then Brenda and bf drove a few of us to AMK station, while Ernest (Boss) send the “east-side” ppl home.. Intended to go sis Jasmine’s place to pass the kids their gift (though the time is quite late :p). Called her but no response. Called Annie (3rd sis) and she helped call eldest bro-in-law, no response too.. And she advised me to give them on Saturday.. Coz I not going home tmr.. Lols.

Okie. Better end here. Gotta go wrap all the presents. Guess wad? Last min went Cold Storage buy wrapping paper. Hahas. Tonight no need to slp le, happy wrapping to myself..

Anyway, mum not happy with me. Dunno why. Lols. But I dun care! Juz cant wait for tml..!! Dunno tml got half-day anot.! :X

Quote of the Day - I can’t help but think that you’re really silly of the way you thought things. One day, you’ll understand why I quote this sentence.

Yesterday...

2004-12-23T09:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday (22 Dec 2004) :

Everything at work was fine.. Coz was busy talking to someone on the “SameTime” (It’s something like IBM MSN) lols. Attended meeting abt the IBM and Lenovo again.. Had oso agreed to exchange Christmas prezzie with wyn.. Everything was so fine until… “Thanks” to my team lead.. Anyway, it’s yesterday..

After work, meet up with Phyllis and YT at City Hall.. In fact, we skipped dinner to go for Christmas shopping *faint* And I skipped my lunch at work too.. But I really got not much time left for shopping.. Anyway, we went places like Perlini’s Sliver, IG’s Heaven, Cards and Such, FILA.. Oops. Cant remember le… :X

Anyway, brought gift for sis, Jo and bro-in-law, Michael, phy’s mum, and wyn.. But I’m still helping wyn to find something.. lols.

In fact, kandy called yesterday morning and asked me out for dinner tonight with ex-SPH colleagues.. But I juz gave her a call, and told her tat I cant make it.. Coz I need to do last min shopping tonight.. Seriously, I never buy finish.. *slap forehead* Anyway, sorry folks. Will make it up to you all someday..!!

Okie. Today had began…

Quote of the Day - The secret to a rich life is to have more beginnings than endings.

Great News…!!!

2004-12-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

Had a monthly meeting at work today.. Towards the end, we had a small Q&A session abt the IBM and Lenovo matter.. And the great news is I AM OFFICIALY UNDER IBM!!

Although the posting results are not out yet till 9 Jan 2005, but my manager actually told all of us that the only person who is not affected is ME!! It’s coz before I join IBM, they already haf plans for the “marriage” btw IBM and Lenovo. So as to be fair to me, their “marriage” will not affect me..

After the announcement, I can see that everyone is looking at me with envious eyes. Hahas. Then after the meeting ended, everyone came out, giving a pat on my back, contragz me abt it..!! Happy~~

So glad that I’m at the blue team.! (IBM – Blue team. Lenovo – Red team.)

Today, my team lead oso quite nice to me.. Finally she can talk properly to me (At least she began smiling to me :x) and I’m less fearful of her le..

Anyway, today din go out for lunch coz of the “aging report”.. Asked SN they all to pack food for me.. I guess every Tuesday I officially “fasting” (I mean late lunch anyway.! :x)

After work, took cab to Bugis with Wynnie, SN, and Jean. Jean left us to meet her friends at Orchard. Then we waited for SN’s frd to come.. Her frd turned out to be my frd too. Hahas. Yu Xiang. In fact, he came to my hse to play mahjong b4 too.. Lols.

Dinner at Mos Burger.! “Thanks” to Yu Xiang. He accidentally blurted out something abt me.. Anyway, wyn know the truth abt me le..!!

Then we walked to Pool Junction. While walking, Yu Xiang realized that he lost his tag (Btw, he’s in army uniform.!) So, SN and he walked back to find it.. While me and wyn walked to Pool Junction first.. They came soon after that..

Wyn left us first while we had another 1 or 2 more games.. Then when we were walking towards to Bugis Seiyu, we saw wyn standing at the bus-stop there. We stopped, and accompanied her to wait for her bus, 7. We had arranged to meet up on Sunday for KTV session.

Took cab home with SN again.!! :x

Quote of the Day - No one can understand love who has not experienced infatuation. And no one can understand infatuation, no matter how many times he has experienced it.

Who Moved My Happiness?

2004-12-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

Work. Had a chance to learn how to tok to oversea clients over the phone.. Somehow got the “tactic” of talking to them.. I guess things is picking up at work..!!

Meet up with yy, patsy, and huiping at Somerset. Exchanged Christmas gifts with yy and patsy.

Thanks for the prezzies.!! :)

Quote of the Day - Life need no pretence. I am who I am.

Christmas Shopping Spree…!!!

2004-12-19T23:11:00.000+08:00

Went to library to borrow some books today, so that I can read them on my journey to work.. Muz make good use of time.. :) And posted out all Christmas Cards too.. (Wrote till 2am last nite :x )

Then, meet up with Sabrina at Yishun MRT station.. Then we headed to Orchard to meet Bok.. There’s where my Christmas shopping spree began… Here’s a list of what I brought..

A Nike basketball for MYSELF. (Pampered myself first before others. Lols. What a great way to begin shopping.! :))

Nephews and Nieces: A new pencil case for Gladys. A Quicksliver wallet for Glendon. Baby and toddlers’ clothes for all 3 (Rachel, Javier, Jerome)

Brought “something” for Phyllis.. (I bet she muz be damn happy for this Christmas.! Anyway, she had already received my first Christmas gift last week.!)

Brought “something” for germz (phy’s sis).. (She muz be surpised to receive a Christmas gift from me!)

Anyway, I realized it’s really damn freaking hard to buy gifts for others. Gotta think whether it’s practical, then will the person like it, then comparison like nice anot. Then yah, the price.! Wah. A lot of factors to consider.

I feel so Santa-Clause this year.. My room is so full of gifts for all my friends.
I had like spend near to 200 bucks till now.. (Before today, I had already brought some Xmas gifts for some ppls) And there’s still more to come.. For Sis Jo and bro-in-law Michael. For phy’s mum. For “prize-exchange session” Anyone else missing.? Hahas.

Gotta sign off now.. Need to wrap up YY and patsy’s gifts, coz gonna meet them tml nite, and pass them their Christmas gift.

Ppl, Christmas is like next week? It’s the season of giving, and the week of giving shall start like tml.? Am so happy.!! Cheers.!!

Ohh. Did I mention I love Christmas songs..?? Hahas.

Quote of the Day - Remember This December, That love weighs more than gold!

There’s Always Sunshine After The Rain…

2004-12-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

Oops. I cant rem wat I do on Thursday.. Anyway, in a nutshell, this whole wk I am always outside right after work.. Lols.

Friday :

Yesterday, meet up with Phyllis and Annie at Orchard after work.. They went Kino to get some magazines.. Then we walked to Far East for dinner.. And they brought some stuffs for Christmas presents.. Anyway, my sis, Jo called. And she said she might want to meet up at Suntec for the midnight shopping thingy.

Seriously, it scared the hell out of me when I saw her no. on my hp.. Anyway, we intended to walk to Suntec after confirm meeting up with my sis.. But stopped by at Hereen, and they brought some stuffs again.. Then we took train to city hall..

Waited for sis Jo at the control station, as she came down from the Raffles City. Btw, she brought a bracelet for me from Perlini’s Silver.. Not really the type I want (only Jess know), but actually not so bad-looking though.

Damn crowded at Suntec.. 3 of them simply walked from shop to shop. *slap forehead* Then Annie left us to catch the last train back home, while the 3 (Jo, phy, me) of us shop till 1am. Lols. Then we went Mac for some fries and drink, and then cab home. Reached home like 2am. :X

Today :

Went to meet Nicole in the morning abt the insurance thingy. Then went to Sis Jo’s place. Had been a long long time since I went up there.. They brought X-box and quite a number of games. They should juz give me the PS they had earlier on..
Hahas. Then me and sis Jo played some RPG game. Scary effect.!

Get out of the hse ard 7pm. She drove all the way to Changi Airport. Coz to fetch bro-in-law, Michael. He went Jakarta as a business trip (This explains why we took a cab last night.!) Had dinner together and they drove me home then..

I guess everything is quite all right btw me and my sis le.. As long as she dun ask abt “someone” Actually, tink abt it now. Afterall, she’s my REAL sis, and the sis that dotes on me so much this whole lot of 20 yrs.. But still, problem dun lie with “someone”, problem lie with whether my sis can accept for who I am..

Intend to spend this new year with sis and bro-in-law. Shall go eat Jumbo again. :)

Phy – Ehhs. I hereby announce tat we are getting married rite? Lols. No lah. Joking. Juz wanna tell you that you’re gonna be my god-sis for life. Bear it. For life. So, dun ever think of getting rid of me.. Lols.

Quote of the Day - I’m smiling because I’m your sister, I’m laughing because there’s nothing you can do about it!

Wow! It's An Eventful Day!!

2004-12-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

Let’s start at workplace first.. Today, my dept 2 person on MC, and 1 on leave, so I took over their job in the morning.. And doing data entry till crazy in the morning.. Late afternoon quite slack.. Lols.

Then I got a feeling my “auntie visiting” and it turned out to be true.. Lucky me discover early.. Hahas. Actually did tot of put york yee (yy) “aeroplane” (coz I decided to join them for steamboat tonight), but anyway, right now, am glad I didn’t…

Btw. yy got her last paper at Expo today.. I especially left office early to go Expo MRT station to wait for her.. (coz previously she’s the one waiting).. When I reached there, she happened to call me.. And I still so proud to say I reached le.. Then when we put down the phone, I searched for my wallet and realized I left it in the office.. Hahas.. Dumbo rite?

So when she reached, I told her she gotta walk back to IBM office with me coz I left my wallet there.. Hahas. Sorry yy. Anyway, then I suggested taking a cab down to Marina Bay to meet the rest.. We reached there abit early, so we went arcade to play Daytona (sure spell wrong, nvm.!) And I won.!

Then we went to meet the rest (siew, ah ru, patsy and her sister) They had decided to take the steamboat from the “Zheng Fa” (The one with “live” prawns and crabs). Anyway, it’s my first time there..!!

We went to take the food and guess wad? We saw Eileen (YTSS) at one of the table. All of us were rather shocked to see her coz we tot she had went oversea, and we din know that she had came back for hols. Btw. She’s with her parents and a guy (think is bf). It’s already been a long time since I last saw her, I tink ard 3 years.? She still look the same. Lols.

Anyway, till now I still dun uds why I din admit in the past, even now. Perhaps I dun really uds myself too.. Sometime, I tink yy know better than me. Shhh….

Okie, back to our steamboat.! Siew and yy went to take the “live” prawns and crabs with the receipt. Lols. In the end, I am the one to bring the crabs for some “bathing session” and “breaking-up” session.. I guess if my mum see me, her jaw will drop.. Coz I never help out at the kitchen at all…

Anyway, today I was be called “waiter (waitress) of the day”! I unwrapped the crab sticks, peeled off the prawn shells, pour extra soup, cooked and took fruits oso.! Btw, am really sorry to Siew, there’s a small accident. Paisay.!

One sad thing – I din eat any rice tonight. :X Sob. Wanted to take rice for myself, but din know muz take ur own table plate. When I went back with the plate, all the rice was gone. So sad. All of them was teasing abt “me and my rice”.! Fine.!

Before we go off, we went to Eileen’s table again.. To take photos.! Hahas. As usual, me shy in taking photos. But Eileen said long time no see, so muz take.! Yah, took one individual pic with her, and a few group pic.! Lols. I updated her hp no. and asked her to send me the photos too..

A very very eventful day.. Thanks babes.!! :)

Quote of the Day - Friends are always friends no matter how far you have to travel back in time. If you have memories together, there is always a piece of your friendship inside your heart.

Rotted At The So-Called IBM Meeting…

2004-12-14T18:03:00.000+08:00

This is my second time I stepped into the IBM meeting room… 1st time was actually of a serious meeting by the head*4. Talking abt the IBM and Lenovo.

Today is the 2nd time, but all of us were sitting here, watching a video abt the IBM and Lenovo.. Luckily, I brought my laptop in, but forget to bring cable in. (which means no connection to Internet). So having nth to do and (no intention of watching tat video again), I decided an entry…

Firstly, would like thanks everyone who tagged on my board.. Seriously, I love you all to bits.. U ppl juz simply rocks my world!!!

Okie, let’s get back to my life!! Things are picking up at work.. And I had officially took over the companies (SDSA and SD Inc), which are both Belgium companies… And the personnel over there gotta know about me too…

And apart from taking over the companies, I had learnt quite a number of things.. All about doing lots of different reports (daily, weekly, fornightly, and monthly).

And poor me.! Today I din go out for lunch coz of rushing a weekly report. And this report need to be done by every Tue 2pm.. Luckily, today SN brought duck rice for me, and I only had it at 3pm.. :X So I predict every Tue, late lunch for poor Shirley.!

Gotta sign off now. Laptop low batt.! :X

Quote of the Day - Happiness is not the absence of problems but the ability to deal with them.

I Love My Life!!!

2004-12-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

OMG! OMG! OMG!

Life is so great now. It’s so super fantastic now..!! And I am enjoying every bits of it…!!

Weekend is juz not enough for me. 48hrs? Not enough! I wanna complain..!! Hahas..

Actually, need to do some work from office, so I brought my laptop home. But guess wad? Due to insufficient time, and I haven’t start doing my work which I had to discuss with my manager tml. :X The time now is 2305. OMG!

But again. Life is super GREAT now now now! Wan me to repeat it again?? Lols.

Though I lost soccer like nobody’s business.. :X

Quote of the Day - Remember happiness doesn't depend on who you are or what you have; it depends solely upon what you think.

Believe It Or Not.

2004-12-11T13:06:00.000+08:00

I am really really moving on this time…

I dunno wad came over me to make such a decision out of a sudden.. Perhaps it’s all the tiny things that built up.. Yes, I might not haf move on though the last time I said I wanted to.. I believed you know. Its pretty obvious anyway..

Anyway, guess wad? Though I send you the journal tat day, telling you I will not keep a copy anymore, but in the end, I still did… I had it sealed up in a envelope and hid it in some corner of my cupboard. And there’s this card tat I brought esp for you, but did not haf a chance to give it to you… I din throw it away tat time too…

But today 11th Dec, I juz took out tat envelope, opened it up, and torn tat floppy disk into half, or rather pieces. And tat card, though I can juz give it to someone else, but I dun wan to do so.. Coz I know it’s meant for you. No pt giving it to someone else, or rather I dun wan it to remind me of you..

And right now, if I tell you I am not sad, then I muz be lying to you.. In life, wat goes up muz come down. It’s the same. There’s bound to be an ending to every start. 030204 – 111204. Perhaps I juz dun wan to drag it to next year.

Btw. I guess you never really uds how much I love you all this while. And thanks for the memories.

Quote of the Day - Letting go has never been easy, but holding on can be as difficult. Yet strength is measured not by holding on, but by letting go.

Unloved.

2004-12-09T11:29:00.000+08:00

Out of the sudden, I feel kinda of unloved.. :(

Recently, really is sick of life.. 1st - I am sick of facing my parents (though they din do anything to me), 2nd - I kept losing on soccer (suay.!), 3rd - IBM and some company called "Lenovo" had some plans.. And there's gonna be big changes within here.. Cant disclose it here... And 4rd - ???

I tink I am going nuts soon.. Actually not really. But feel kinda of sad this morning, coz something happened last night.. Maybe it's a no big deal to tat "person" but i dun like us to be like this..

Quote of the Day - The most terrible poverty is loneliness and the feeling of being unloved.

New Challenges Coming…!!!

2004-12-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

Had a real busy day at work today… Din haf much time to slack anyway.. Hahas.. And they had already decided to assigned me with 2 companies for me to take charge.. And Seok Lin (currently in-charge of this 2 companies) tried to teach me a few things abt handling the job.. There’s still more things to learn..

Then, Jean taught me abt receipting too.. Lols. And updating the MS (Their system name) is already not a problem to me now, coz had been doing that for the past few days..

What else haf I learnt? Actually, I had a “feel” in doing all the stuffs.. Helping different seniors these few days.. So everyone assigned different tasks, and I gotta learn from them.. Hahas.. Soon, I will be a “qualified-high-class loan-shark” Lols. *smilez*

And for lunch today, we took the free coach-bus and went to Simei for lunch.. For different days, they got diff lunch venues.. And for the past few days, they all too busy to bring me out, so today is my first day out of that area for lunch.. Hahas..

On our way back, Jennifer’s slipper / shoe snapped.. Hahas. All of us was stunned esp Jason. He simply stood there and stared at her foot. I nearly laughed to death.. Anyway, SN sacrificed and passed Jennifer her shoe, and walked bare-footed back to office.. Not beri far la actually. But very funny lor.. :)

Meet York Yee home today. She was having paper at Expo. Hope she will do better tml.. *fingers crossed*

Quote of the Day - You may not love me today, tomorrow, or ever, but I will love you until it kills me, and, even then, you'll be in my heart.

It's A Heartbeat Again...

2004-12-05T10:53:00.000+08:00

I'll Stand By You - The Pretenders

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
and you don't know what to do
Nothing you confess could make me love you less.

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So, if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well, I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
and don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
'Cause even if you're wrong...

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
and I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you...

Quote of the Day - And now here is my secret, a very simple secret; it is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye.